📱 Honestly? 📱 Knowing what I know about the world you come from, I can't entirely blame him if he thought he had a better option. 📱 But my opinion on that isn't the one that matters.
📱 It seems like we have a couple of entangled issues here: 📱 Sex to avoid complicated feelings. 📱 Complicated feelings of abandonment and guilt. 📱 And probably sex as a way of punishing yourself for the abandonment and guilt.