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jυno ѕтeel (
moreofalady
) wrote in
wtnvgame
,
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2021
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05
-
02
02:34:00
text messages » juno & nureyev
#text messages
I guess I'm seeing a therapist now.
That's a thing.
JUNO
Really?
That's great!
I'm proud of you.
NUREYEV
Thanks...I guess?
I mean it's not really something to be proud of.
JUNO
I can be proud of you for actually being willing to talk to someone.
Or just in general.
Especially considering everything and how much you've struggled with it.
NUREYEV
Yeah, well Buddy always did say she wasn't my therapist.
Even if she acted like one.
JUNO
Pretty sure she said stuff like that to all of us, darling.
Just to make us not feel obligated to tell her things so we would.
Which I hate to admit, mostly worked.
NUREYEV
Sounds like Buddy, alright.
You know...you could see someone too.
JUNO
About what, dear?
NUREYEV
Seriously, Nureyev?
About
what
?
I've seen your past. Literally.
JUNO
Exactly. My past, darling.
Something I try not to trouble myself with anymore.
My current life is quite pleasant, if I do say so myself.
NUREYEV
Pete.
Baby.
My current life is pleasant too.
Is my past not relevant?
JUNO
No. Of course not.
Your past is formative and still very much affecting you.
NUREYEV
And your past?
JUNO
An unnecessary complication.
NUREYEV
Try again.
JUNO
It's just something that I need to deal with.
Not anything I need to bother someone else about.
NUREYEV
Okay then. I just won't bother anyone with mine.
It's just something I need to deal with, after all.
JUNO
Juno.
Okay. I get your point.
I just don't like thinking about it.
It's been something I've tried to actively ignore for so long.
You're not the one at fault in your past, love.
NUREYEV
Nureyev.
Good.
I know, but it could help.
You're not at fault. Mag was.
JUNO
I'm the one that stabbed him, Juno.
I could have handled things a different way.
And I didn't.
NUREYEV
You didn't have a choice.
You were trying to save lives.
I think talking to someone could help.
JUNO
I'll look into it if it'll make you feel better.
That is, if you think it'll help.
I trust you.
And who knows? Maybe it actually well, and I'll stop stewing on it at random times.
Or... Hearing his voice scolding me whenever I make decisions he'd consider careless.
NUREYEV
I just want you to get help and support.
It might also help with your anxiety.
JUNO
What anxiety?
I don't have any anxiety.
Certainly not in a way that matters.
NUREYEV
You absolutely have anxiety.
And it affects you, so it matters.
JUNO
These are all going to be things I'm going to have to get comfortable talking about, aren't they?
No sweet talking and manipulating the truth this time.
NUREYEV
Yeah.
I mean, I don't want to push you, but it could be good for you.
I'm not manipulating anything. It's the truth.
JUNO
I know you're not, love.
I think you worry about me far more than I worry about myself.
I'll give it a genuine try, Juno.
I don't know how good at it I'll be, but I'll try.
NUREYEV
Of course I worry about you.
I love you.
Just...don't do it if you're not ready.
But I think it could be good.
JUNO
I love you too.
And it won't hurt to try.
Maybe I'm not ready.
But I doubt it's one of those situations where they tie you down and force you to talk.
NUREYEV
I mean if you want to be tied down
I'll give it a try.
But I'll probably be really bad at it.
JUNO
Juno, darling, any attempt that you made would be utterly delightful.
Just because it's you.
But I don't want you to feel you need to do anything you're not comfortable with.
You are perfect just the way you are.
NUREYEV
I have a feeling by delightful you mean amusing.
And I'm okay with that.
I know what I'm good at.
And that...isn't on the list.
JUNO
By delightful I mean delightful.
And we know what I'm good at.
And I'm quite happy with that.
Granted, if you want
me
to be more creative...
All you have to do is ask, my love.
NUREYEV
You're good at everything.
And I'm not sure I'd survive you being
more
creative.
JUNO
You're tougher than you look, darling.
But we'll stick to what we're good at right now.
I'll check in again in about twenty years when you've likely grown bored of me.
NUREYEV
I could never grow bored of you.
Not in a million years.
JUNO
Nor I of you, love.
Now. Who's this doctor you're talking to so I can give them a call?
NUREYEV
Linda Martin.
But you can call her later.
Right now I have other things on my mind.
JUNO
Mmmhmm?
Meet me in the bedroom, and you can tell me all about it.
NUREYEV
See you there.
JUNO
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