She gave a little heh of amusement and nodded. "I probably should be sitting at home. It's just that everyone at home is mourning too. And I.. just didn't want to see anyone upset." Selfish perhaps, but true. Rae just wasn't ready to deal with it yet. When Lani went for another shot, she ordered a couple more for herself. Thankfully she could put away with the alcohol without thinking too much of it.
"Yeah, that easy to tell, huh?" Rae smiled a bit sadly. "I left mine too. Well sort of. I mean the last member of my family died. My real family, the ones I was born to. Then I just went off on my own." She wondered who she was searching for, but she didn't want to ask. "True. Oh well."