Hedwig & OTA (MW) Who: Hedwig & OTA (MW) What: Emotional Release Where: Hedwig's Office/Chambers/the hall outside them When: Tuesday Night late/Wednesday morning early Rating: TBD Status: In-Progress
Today was a bad day. It was always a bad day, bad memories. How many years had it been now and she was still hiding? Still putting on the suit of armor she wore every day, living a lie and telling the world she was one thing when in reality, it was something else entirely. A heavy sigh left Hedwig's lips and she tipped back the last of her drink. She wasn't drunk, but she was buzzed and very emotionally raw.
Somewhere along the way tonight she'd shed her wig, wiped off most of her makeup and slipped out of her heels. Her clothes were really the only thing left that was feminine. She looked down at herself and wanted to tear the clothes off her body angrily. She sniffled, wiping at her eyes.
"What are you doing, Hansel? Jacob did not want you as a boy. Luther did not want you at all. Kirley has moved on. Stubby is a good friend, but you let your heart in the way." she sighed, filling up her drink again. Or was it he? It was hard to tell anymore, "You hide, you pretend to be a woman, but you're not... not any more than you are still a man..."