"That makes sense yeah. I mean, it's the only part of the whole thing that never really comes back, and I just figured it's because the wolf went to sleep and that was all there was, I can't ever stay awake right through to the morning." She'd tried it numerous times before, sleeping all day to stay up as the wolf all night and still falling asleep.
"I sort of always worried that the human was the form I wasn't meant to keep. I mean, the way Anita talked about the transformation and the wolf way of life, it was like, they were trying to become the wolf, full time. And maybe that was how we were meant to be?"
She hadn't thought about Anita in a long time. But all the consideration towards the wolf part of her and how it worked automatically brought it back to the front of her mind, purely because of her time with Anita and the information she'd gotten from the other wolf. It'd sort of sat at the back of Ruby's mind for a long time.