At the very least, she was willing to admit that she couldn't shut everyone out. Try as she might. She had Ruby and Jefferson yes, they were there almost daily. And she knew eventually she'd face the rest of the world, or at least everyone else here. But until then...
"Well, the not yet strong me really feels like there should be cheeseburgers and beer. Comfort food, because everyone needs to eat and I get poke and prodded if I don't." Mostly because she had worry-wart friends who had stolen all her coffee rations.