[Private to Gil]
Dear Gil,
I hope that you are doing well, back in your own life and your own time. I can't even be sure this will reach you, but I'm going to try.
I asked you before what, if anything, had changed on your return. But I guess that's a moot point. It is what it is, as the young people like to say.
I've been doing a lot of thinking. I know my wish to escape my situation was a heartfelt one, but it was also heat of the moment, bred by anger at someone I trusted, who made me feel... well, expendable.
But what it comes down to is this. Am I willing to hold on to that anger for any length of time and endure the consequences? No, I don't think so. Bottom line I'm a Queen's man, and always will be.
I need to go home. I wish to be home again...
Best luck to you, Gil. Maybe we'll meet again some day.
James
I hope that you are doing well, back in your own life and your own time. I can't even be sure this will reach you, but I'm going to try.
I asked you before what, if anything, had changed on your return. But I guess that's a moot point. It is what it is, as the young people like to say.
I've been doing a lot of thinking. I know my wish to escape my situation was a heartfelt one, but it was also heat of the moment, bred by anger at someone I trusted, who made me feel... well, expendable.
But what it comes down to is this. Am I willing to hold on to that anger for any length of time and endure the consequences? No, I don't think so. Bottom line I'm a Queen's man, and always will be.
I need to go home. I wish to be home again...
Best luck to you, Gil. Maybe we'll meet again some day.
James