Alfie sat down beside him, and he could feel himself flushed bright red and he closed his eyes for a second, then reached for Alfie's hand. He wasn't sure what he meant to do, maybe press it to himself... show him what they'd done. He'd never even though about that until he had Julien's hand in his. But he froze, and he tugged Julien to him again instead, kissing his jaw in the dark accidentally, and snorting a laugh at himself there before he found his mouth again.