"If it's not for fun Alfie... then it's serious. I don't want you to get the wrong idea, I don't want you to think I think badly of you or anything, I just..." he sighed and then muttered to himself, 'I don't even know what I'm trying to say', before speaking to Alfie again. "I don't want to be just someone that you kiss because it's fun and apart from that we dont..." he shrugged. Merlin, he sounded like a chick.