Oh fucking hell. Audrey. Alfie paled, thinking of her. He loved his friend, he did. But kissing her didn't do this to him, didn't make him crazy the way that Julien did, and as terrifying as it was... he thought that was probably what it was supposed to be like, too.
"One way or the other?" He finally asked and he took a deep breath and looked up to Julien, finally. "I liked kissing you. I liked it that first time, even if I wouldn't have done it maybe. I just wouldn't have thought of it, you know, but once it was happening... I don't know, Julien. I just... I know I want to do it again..."