"Does it matter?" Alfie grumbled, closing his eyes again - his knees weren't interesting enough, apparently, and he couldn't even think about looking his friend in the eyes while he answered.
"More. I mean, a lot more." Something about the way Drew was asking questions and not trying to push anything made his answers more honest than they should have been. "Like my heart was going to pound through my chest. Like I wanted to stretch him out across the sofa and..." he winced, shaking his head and trailing off.