She gave him a sidelong look, noticing the change in his expression and she tilted her head to the side, the better to let him touch as he liked, and her eyes narrowed for a moment thoughtfully, before she let them drift closed. It was easier to say some things if she didn't have to look at those penetrating grey eyes when she did it. "Probably a lot more so then you'd like me to admit, yes," she said softly. "I've had a crush on you since I was thirteen, Draco. Gives a girl a lot of time to think. Daydream some too, of course, but as I got older, especially after this mess with Vaisey and my sister... Like I said, sometimes I feel a lot older then fifteen. I don't relate as well to the girls in my dorm this year as well." She opened her eyes finally, looking at him more directly. "Some things are worth the risk."