Drew dropped his hands to his own knees loosely and looked up at his former crush like he didn't believe he was there, as though processing the fact that this WAS Dean was too much for his mind to take.
"No..." he said slowly. "You're not Dean." The smile he gave looked like it was the only thing holding Drew together at that moment. "You're not." If it was, Drew was going to cry. He needed this not to be Dean.