Julien would have been happy to have died this way, his breath stolen by the man he loved. He lay under Alfie as the other boy lifted up and away from him and sighed, catching his breath as Alfie leaned over him, going for what he knew was going to lead to Alfie being inside him agai, inside him and he couldn't wait. He smoothed his hand against Alfie's side, against his ribs and kissed him in the middle of his chest.