daphne greengrass is [bulletproof];; (daphne__g) wrote in wished,
She felt sad, she kicked herself inside for feeling this bloody upset. This, this was the exact reason why she just kept everyone at arms length. She hated putting herself out there just to end up hurt. Forget that Dean was probably not feeling too good at the moment either. Daphne felt so trapped, and so... confused. She hated this feeling and at the moment she just wanted to crawl back into her bed and forget any of this happened.
Gnawing on her bottom lip, Daphne unlaced her fingers from behind her back, and ran them through her hair. "I don't know." She replied quiet, running her fingers over her ear and just leaning her cheek against her hand. This wasn't fair, it wasn't fair that she was obligated to act a certain way, to date certain people, and pretend that her life was all daffodils and rainbows. She wasn't going to cry, no, Daphne wasn't really a crier. She was more upset and sad that this really couldn't go anywhere... but she wasn't going to cry over it.
"I don't know where it leaves us, Thomas." Dropping her hand from her cheek, she just crossed her arms over her chest once more. "I hate when things get so bloody complicated. This... this is why..." Allowing her voice to trail off, she turned her head to look towards the lake. This is why I don't allow myself to get close to anyone... is what she wanted to say, but even now she was trying to pull herself away from him and try to forget any emotions that she might feel for him. This was going to be hard, especially since she really didn't WANT to stop seeing him.