She shook her head, thinking of Ethan and his reaction. "It's my fault. I rely on him too much. He thinks it's his job to take care of me." Mira wanted deseperately to stop crying, but her hear just hurt. At Cassie's question, she looked at her with some hope. "He called, but I don't think he was able to reach anyone. It was so late. Do you think... maybe I should show up first thing tomorrow. What do you think he will say? What if he decides it's too much trouble? I don't want to lose our apartment. Cassie, what am I going to do? What do I tell Levi? He's been so nice. I can't-" she covered her mouth with her hand. She couldn't go back to that awful trailer park. She just couldn't. How many ways could she fail as a mother? There seemed to be no end to her mistakes.