Re: SN
I wasn't being passive aggressive. I mean it. I'm sorry, I really am. I try to be understanding, and I think I am for the most part. But every once in a while, it just gets to me. It gets to me that I can't seem to make you feel any stronger about me than you do. And it worries me that maybe you never will. Maybe someone else will come along who can make you feel those things, and then you won't want me around any more.
Barty, you are what I want. I just want you to love me. That's all. I'm sorry if that's asking too much of you. But I don't want poetry or flowers or any of that shit. I just want to feel as though you care.