It should've been me making sure you felt the love our parents didn't give. I'm sorry it wasn't.
You're right, really. There's no point in holding onto any part of that place. Even when they're dead and gone, that house will still keep its secrets from us.
That's just it. We were just children. We were dealing with things that were far too complicated. You were the most constant thing in my life for a long time too. But then after my sorting, I think our parents started to slowly drive a wedge between us. They didn't want me tainting you, of course. I couldn't see it was their doing at the time. I just thought you were distancing yourself from me. Maybe wishing won't change the past, but we have something a lot of people never get in this life. A second chance. I'm not saying things can ever be fully repaired. I don't know if that's possible. But things can be better than they are now. If we want them to be.