He reached up to her hand on his shoulder. He let his fingers drift in small circles over her skin. He smiled softly. "It's been too long. It's almost like I have to create my own chaos and pressure, just to feel all's right. I'm used to being the hunter and the hunted. And it's just so so hard to let go of that. And now, I'm afraid I'm the hunted all over again, in a place I didn't need to be."