"It'd be a bloody fucking mess," she agreed. "But if it's between that and getting taken back there, or that and something happening to my kids? I'll cope. Have to be a grown-up and do what has to be done sometime, right?" She wouldn't be happy about it, that's true, but there wasn't a lot to be happy about in regards to her situation outside of being alive and not a prisoner. And she intended to stay that way.