It's nearly impossible for me to wrap my mind around the idea of not knowing God, of not having any sort of religion.
I don't mean for that to sound as if I'm saying it's impossible. Only that with my upbringing, it just seems... inconceivable. If that makes sense.
Were you not raised in the church, then? Or in a church, I should say, since there's many of them. You mention your mother's God, but... He's not your God? Is there a reason why not? If you don't mind my asking. I don't mean to be rude; I really don't. It's just honestly baffling to me, and I'm curious.