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Tweak says, "Don't touch that! Oh dear..."

Aedan Vael (blackaproned) wrote in westviewic,
@ 2024-03-04 01:25:00

Current mood:	contemplative
Entry tags:	! forgotten memories plot, aedan vael (blackaproned), ghola hayt (ginazmaster)

turns out my gaurdian found someone who is it seems my father. theres this informecial for the Houston Ministry's with this Evander bloke who has a whole story about how he was going too hell and a horible person because he drank and fucked and such and found jesus and was reapenting and his life was getting good...up until he was informed he had a little bastard spawn from when he was a kid himself.

and then looking up those names on this network thing. i guess it COULD be that so...

i got sent back to my home to bond with a total stranger who also thinks im a stranger. Evan, or da, i guess could be worse, i mean kind of boring and loves rules and coming up with mad ones of his own for me that make no sense or alow me to breethe but that all said...

ive got the feleing ive had worse like my body remembers it in a way i cant yet. Which is super wierd and sppacific. like does the body do that? hang on to things? and if it does is that maybe a clue to something about us?

thoughts?

and if anyone kens how to get out the house at night from a 2nd floor window and not get notised, let me know eh?

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ginazmaster
2024-03-05 05:27 am UTC (link)

I found a sword and knife in my home. When I picked them up it was as if my body knew what to do with them. I have used this device to research this and it appears to be called "muscle memory".

I get what you mean about your body remembering things you can't. I have scars that are clearly from battles I cannot remember, but on some level my body still does. A very strange sensation.

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	blackaproned 2024-03-05 06:10 am UTC (link)
	their were all these pics on my phone with my horses and they're names and when i traced my steps i found them. it felt just...right taking up and riding. theres maybe something to it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ginazmaster 2024-03-05 07:06 am UTC (link)
	That definitely sounds like muscle memory to me. Glad you found something that you enjoy at least. I am still very lost. I haven't found anything to indicate who I am or even what my name is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blackaproned 2024-03-06 02:38 am UTC (link)
	its odd isnt it? some took a bit longer to come together for me but i think its an odd sort of limbo that we're in. weve got people on both sides of the memry thing i think. (Reply to this) (Parent)