Jenna Sommers (thelasttoknow) wrote in welcomethreads, @ 2013-12-10 21:54:00 |
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Entry tags: | alaric saltzman, jenna sommers |
Who Jenna Sommers & Alaric Saltzman
What: Dealing with everything
Where: The flat they share
When: A few days after they both arrive.
Rating/Status: TBD/TBD
She was really trying. She was trying to accept every piece of information that was tossed at her like a ton of overweight sumo wrestlers. It was not going that easy for her. It wasn't some bad reality tv show. This was her life. She was watching the lives of Elena and Jeremy. They were the two people that she could not let down and that was exactly what she'd done. Sure, she started to accept the supernatural world that she'd walked into... But she died. She was not there to help either of them, she failed them.
That was the simple truth that above anything else she felt like her insides were being ripped apart. Everything the show said, said that vampires felt more strongly, about everything. That is exactly what she was. Jenna was a vampire. Why was it so hard to accept that? It was logical from everything that she knew, but she felt as though it was still a myth on one level. That was a hope, not a reality.
"How could I just die like that?" She said as she heard the footsteps of the one man she felt more strongly for than anyone else. "How could I not be on the other side? Peace? How could I find peace knowing that Jer and Elena..." Her words trailed off.