Renesmee Carlie Cullen (renessie) wrote in welcomethreads, @ 2013-08-05 10:37:00 |
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Entry tags: | jacob black, renesmee cullen |
Who: Jacob Black and Renesmee Cullen
When: Backdated to Renesmee's arrival
What: Jacob is coming to get Renesmee and explain a few things to her.
Where: The park and then their apartment.
Warnings: Not that I'm Aware Of
Renesmee was pacing near some trees in the park as she waited for Jacob to come find her. She was trying to process all of the things that she had been told so far, but the idea that her parents weren't exactly the parents she remembered had her worried. She had been relieved that Esme, Rose and Jasper knew who she was. She had been a little concerned when Emmett told her that she was bigger than when he had last seen her, but she hadn't been frightened or worried.
It was when Jacob told her that her mother was still human... that was what caused the anxiety to wrap itself in a tight knot in her stomach. Anxiety that was trying to climb up her chest and into her throat.
If what Jacob was saying was true -- and she knew it was -- then her mother not only wouldn't know her, but she didn't even exist for Bella. That not only worried her, it flat out scared her. It was one thing for her to be different than someone remembered, but to not even exist where they from was something that she wasn't even sure how to approach.
How did one deal with your own parents not knowing you?. That was never in any of the books she had read, nor was it anything she had ever talked to her family or the Pack about. It would never have been something she considered in any of her wildest dreams.
Renesmee made herself take a very deep breath in order to calm down. Her family was here. Jake was here. Together, they would all sort this out and everything would be okay.
Even with that thought firmly echoing in her mind, she was still playing nervously with a strand of her hair as she waited for Jacob.
Hopefully whatever apartment she had been assigned to would be with someone from her family or Jacob. She was too nervous to look any of that up on the PDA she was holding.
One thing at a time.