I did once, but didn't watch everything he was in. I decided I'd need to get too drunk and didn't want alcohol poisoning.
I meant more enjoy being able to admit you are. I gather when you grew up you weren't allowed anymore than I was.
Very different. By saving me, he was elevated into the spotlight and everything in my world changed. There wasn't much room for anything but resentment.
Looking back from where I stand, of course. I'd change everything since I did everything wrong. But in the moment, faced with the same choices without the knowledge of where they lead, probably not.
Maybe in a few years it will die down and they'll move on.