But feel free if you want to anyway. I don't think any of us are known for sense.
I'm shallow and thought of more obvious things.
Time will tell.
No. Not really. I wanted to have what he had. Maybe a little, but that doesn't mean I didn't still hate him, or admire him. I don't know. At the time things made more sense than they do looking back.
It's fine. And not important. My world is comfortingly obscure for the most part here.