This place can be horrible like that. Even if you make connections here there's no guarantee they won't be taken away from you. You'll find your own way. I'm still not sure what I'm good at other than killing people. And SHIELD's like that. The SSR was too. One life matters little. They only care if they can use you.
Sure.
It takes more than most people are willing to put into it. I'm not overly concerned with being hurt. I'm a fast healer.