Angel | Sam
That sounds like the kind of thing Cordelia would tell me. Or any of my friends, really. Thank god, because I for one need those reminders pretty frequently. But see, you are making a choice when you choose to keep the world from ending. You're choosing life, and that's pretty damn courageous in itself. I know you probably don't view it like that, because saving the world -- or at least going out trying to -- seems like the obvious choice for people like us. But it's still a choice you make, and you should be proud of yourself for that. I'm just saying, I know you feel guilty about a lot of things, so I hope you recognize that you have a lot to feel good about too.
Yeah, you mentioned there was one angel you didn't hate. What's his name? I'll keep an eye out for him. If he has any theories on what the hell brought us here, let me know. So, hang on. If you guys have angels -- do they work for God? Like, the one and only Christian God? But you have other gods in your universe too. Just trying to figure out how that works. We've got all kinds of gods and heaven and hell where I'm from, but no sign of the actual Christian God so far. The closest we have to that is The Powers That Be, and even those we can only communicate with through visions and conduits so we're not sure what they really are. Although I guess if the alternative is ultrapowerful angels who don't actually give a crap about humanity, our vague incorporeal entities who mostly just sit on their asses and make cryptic comments while things play out? They start looking a little better in comparison.
I haven't even gotten around to thinking about how creepy it is that there's some actor out there who looks exactly like me. I can deal with the idea of doppelgangers, but where I come from, doppelgangers are usually just alternate universe versions of you. Not entirely different people. And they sure as hell don't play you on TV. I don't understand how we can even exist in the same dimension as these actors. It seems like it should be some kind of weird paradox that would make space and time implode or something. Do you think they know we exist? Did the Padalecki guy and his Hollywood friends know your show was real? I can't say I've ever been in mainstream media before, but so far, not a fan.
Definitely best to keep a low profile as much as you can. Word's gonna get out eventually if we do our jobs, but at least we can try to maintain plausible deniability.