ᴀᴅᴀɪɴᴇ ᴀʙᴇʀɴᴀᴛʜ (portential) wrote in welcomenetwork, @ 2015-04-10 15:45:00 |
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Why am I terrible at everything ever?
I want to apologize. For how I acted back home. I know it didn't actually happen for us, but I still feel awful about it.
I am in love with you. And that's just a fact. But that's the only part of the situation that is up to me. And that doesn't dictate anything about how you feel.
I never should have taken whatever you may or may not feel for granted. That wasn't fair to you and I was a real jerk. I promise, I am never going to feel entitled to anything from you. We kissed in a timeline that doesn't even exist any more. And maybe that happened there, but I have no expectations about any other timelines. I care about you a lot. But you are my friend first and foremost and that is way more important to me. I respect you and I respect Eddie and I respect your relationship. I hope you know that. I'm not going to mess that up for you. I just want you to be happy, Iris.
I also need to apologize for the way I've acted as the Flash, back home. I took advantage of the fact that you didn't know it was me early on and tried to get between you and Eddie and that was gross and wrong and I'm really sorry. Apparently, I can be a real idiot sometimes. A lot of the time.
I just wanted you to know that.
Want to go get coffee?