Bucky
That's not true, Buck. Even if I don't remember or if it was some other me, all of that happened. And I-we-have to deal with that. It's not fair but if I've learned much about life it's that it isn't always fair. And I don't know why it's you who had to stay and work through it each time.. But I wish it wasn't.
I don't.. I don't know how I feel. Every time I think I have it worked out so I can move forward something comes up. Peggy or Hydra or you. But I know feeling sorry for myself doesn't work so I just pull myself up again and figure it out. I want my friend. I know that. Everything else can wait.
You can't really believe that.. Maybe being a blank slate is easier than dealing with all of this emotionally, but at what cost? I'd rather remember and forget you a hundred times than have never known you at all. I'm better because of you. I just wish you weren't worse because of me...
And..you really don't like my ears? You sure that's tbe only thing?