Bucky
So in summary..and I didn't read all of it but..it was about as uncomfortable as I'd imagined it would be.
I've been here, what? Three different times? I was an jerk to.. a lot of people which.. I can't explain. I really can't. That's not me at all, Buck. I'm a lot of things sometimes but I'd never want to cause you those kind of problems after everything you've been through.
I uh, think I might have been romantically linked to several women.
And then there was you and me..
And then I was gone again? Or-twice? I don't.. this is is a lot.
We were.. I mean you really put up with me? I never even thought.. and you always dated girls.
That's why you wanted us to start over.. I can see why you'd have trouble trusting me but.. I still stand by what I said. If somethings worth it, it's worth the effort. But I guess I've got a big hill to climb before you can trust me again.