anders | fenris.
Because I did not like to talk about that part of my life. I had left it behind. I had abandoned them. It hurt to think about it. But there were some good people in the Wardens. The Commander. Nate. Sigrun. Oghren. Velanna. Justice, of course. But he left with me. There was a girl named Mhairi too, lovely young woman, but she died during the Joining. That happens sometimes.
I am attempting to separate myself and Justice. It has become obvious that our joining has changed him into something different than he was. It is not much, but it is something. Knowing he won't be able to do something like that again would be a relief.
It's complicated. Why does anyone fall in love with anyone