I guess I can understand where you're coming from a little better. My Clint made a different choice, sure, but he's had to put up with a lot of shit because of it. I don't want to bore you with the details but some Hydra dick messed with head and I've spent a majority of my life trying to kill him and, occasionally, Bobbi. I also joined Osborn's Dark Avengers awhile back. I'm not doing any of that these days.