I don't like this. I don't like that I'm here and Nessie is in Forks. I don't like knowing that anything could be happening there and I'm stuck here. I really hope that I'm not starting to go crazy, being away from her. I'm getting really restless just sitting around worrying and wondering if whatever magic brought me here will bring her here too. I know I should find something to do to try and occupy my time, but that's easier said than done.