dean | sam
This isn't just about Jess, okay? Can you stop trying to simplify it like that? It's everything. It's you suddenly being back and from my future. It's this special magical town where somehow everything's perfect even though this place is full of the kind of things we hunt, all making nice with each other. It's-- having a dog, staying in one place, being normal, when I never thought that would even be possible. It's the fact that you're handling that better than me, somehow. And yes, it's Jess, too. Because having her here is wonderful, but it also dredges up a hell of a lot of pain and guilt that I'd finally managed to bury after I felt like it would never go away and I don't know if it's going to end up making me happy or finally tearing me apart. So I can't handle you joking about 'me' being married and having kids right now, and I can't just mess around in a pirate bar and have that fix everything, and I can't just make it work. I know you're trying to help, but it's not that simple.