Zadkiel nodded. "At home, we were all expected to believe without question. It wasn't for us to decide what was wrong and right; those decisions were made for us by the Elders. But once I knew I was a wild card, once I knew that if they knew I wouldn't be welcome anymore, I started to really look at what was happening, started to question the decisions that were made. Because I knew - know - that I'm not evil, like I'd been taught that all wild cards were. But I had to keep it all to myself, and it always made me feel..." he searched the the best word, "...apart from everyone else."
He tipped his head. "What does he believe that you don't?"