Dean got up and walked over to Jesse, getting really close to him so only he could hear his words. His look was intense, "You want to know why I don't care to know, cause this I do know. Cause my family has been stuck in a middle of a battle between heaven and hell. Now I've been to hell, I've seen it. Experienced it. the I was pulled out by an angel and told I was suppose to do God's dirty work. Now you tell me, Meaning of life? When your whole world has been nothing but hell?"