"But each time I came back I was new. It was like I'd never been here, I think. Starting over. I don't remember all those times I was here before, but Zoe does. Having me, losing me, having me again. It was too much. Even warrior women break, I guess. Losing me I lost her, too," he said, shaking his head.
"And all I got for it was a psychopathic need to kill myself! The City's existential fly to the windshield. Just call me buzz," he said with a little smirk.