He let Jesse push him, stumbling into the bar and falling onto the toppled stools. Tears were still shining on his lashes as he listened to the man, now above him.
"I know," he said softly, rubbing his face messily with his hand. "I don't have anyone else to blame. It's not anyone's fault"
He was annoyed at that fact, that there was no one he could really fight. Nothing he could really accomplish.
He shook his head at Jesse, the world spinning upside down for a time.
"She wouldn't do that. Zoe's faithful. Mush as my pride got away from me, she never strayed. Never even thought. If you two are...together then she ain't gonna go away. It's why she's so special," he said, the fight drained out of him.