It may have been his command but that did not make it better. In fact, it made it a little worse. He hadn't wanted her with him as he recuperated. He had kept Enigma. The anger left her to be replaced with sadness as she looked away. What must this say about her and how he felt about her? Added with his reaction to her kiss things did not seem good for her. Had he made his choice as to who he wished to be beside? It seemed as such.
And now he had brushed aside her wish for him to seek a doctor. Would he have agreed had Enigma asked it of him? She was beginning to believe so. And yet nothing would stop her wanting him to seek help and get better as soon as possible. She would worry until he found out what was wrong and began treatment. And yet part of her was so focused on the fact that he had not pulled his hand away. She just wished he would tell her the truth on how things were between them. How things could be one day.
She could not get her hopes up and yet she could not give up hope entirely. Her heart was with him far too much.
"What about your past?" She did not sound too worried but of course such a sentence would make anyone concerned. Looking at him with trusting eyes, she waited for him to continue.