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Gia Riddell ([info]neverfitin) wrote in [info]watchers_rp,
@ 2017-05-25 01:11:00

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Entry tags:#day 007/07 may, daphina, gia

Who: Daphina and Gia
When: Afternoon
Where: Elkwood Castle

Libraries were pretty much the same no matter what part of the Realm one was in, as Gia had learned some time ago. The only thing that really changed was the size. The library in the palace at Kingswood was one that she had become very familiar with during her time at court. She had come there to read more often than not, but sometimes she had spent time there with the other young women she befriended. They would look at books of poetry or out the windows to sigh at the sight of young men walking wherever they were going, while Gia more often than not looked at them. They were fond memories, brought back by the scent of the library when she walked in and set herself up at a table, humming to herself as she did her best to keep all memories of last night at bay. Ilario had asked her at breakfast that morning and she had been forced to say that it had been an enjoyable meal, but for the way Rune had stared at her like she was on a plate. That had set him off and it had only been the timely intervention of her sister-in-law that had given her the window she needed to slip away before she was netted into a repeat performance.

It was just embarrassing to have someone stare at you like that when you knew they weren't getting anything out of it.

Gia meant to finish her project for Eileen, she really did, but it was turning out to be troublesome to focus on something that didn't want to work when she was surrounded by so many fond memories. The sand came together just as she wished, but everything else wasn't working like it had in her vision. Gia hated projects like that. They went from perfect in her mind to flawed in reality, and she ended up giving up on them. Her rooms back in Avalon were littered with such things -- the servants forbidden to do anything with them -- and it looked as though her room here was going to be the same way before the year was up. "This is not cooperating," Gia sighed, pushing herself back from the table. She turned her head, spotting another woman who had wandered into the same space. "Can you believe the absolute audacity of some ideas? To think that they exist in our minds only to utterly refuse to come out of them. You would think they had lives of their own."



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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-25 02:11 pm UTC (link)
Daphina had quite forgotten how much being at court taught you to appreciate the quiet. At Deleik unwanted noise, usually in the form of speech, could be dismissed with an eyeroll before she removed herself from earshot. That, however, was less about seeking peace and rather more about avoiding the disturbance. She had spent a few days ghosting about the near-silent halls of the castle, both impatient to join the crowd of people in the main hall, and not all that eager to be noticed by them just yet. Watchers, I left court and became a shying violet. How depressing. There had been young Thyme to consider, at least. She’d promised her niece she would show her the most radiant parts of the gardens, and while the others were off busying themselves with father’s plan to take over the world, she had done just that. If the child had a true Taraias mind as opposed to her father’s then she would likely remember for when she went to court. Was there any harm in beginning preparation for that now? No, Daphina thought not. On reflection, she thought her own education on the matter was begun too late.

Idly swishing crimson skirts, the dress chosen almost entirely to set her apart from her family, she let slippered feet take her along the familiar route to the library. There was a specific book -- she wondered if it was still in the same place, for she certainly hadn’t shelved it correctly -- that had been her faithful prop for the best part of her four year stay. Perhaps it is still there… Realising the library was not as empty as she thought it had been, Daphina cursed at herself internally for crushing a handful of her skirts childishly, and quickly smoothed them out. Only once she had seen the other person present was she secretly pleased she had given into a fool’s vanity and fixed her appearance for the library, of all places. Before she gave herself the chance to stare shamelessly, she turned her eyes to the bookcases. She thought it might have been the third shelf from the top, but now she was distracted.

At the first statement, Daphina gave a curious glance, if only because most people did not speak in a library if they did not wish to be heard. Had it been this difficult to refrain from gawking when she was younger, or was it an art perfected in adulthood? The latter would certainly explain Daemyn. She gave a slight smile as she considered the rest of the lady’s predicament, very nearly amused by the conclusion she found she had reached: “I think perhaps they do. It would certainly explain why small ideas spin wildly out of hand. And,” she began, turning away from the bookcases and toward the reason she could no longer recall where she left the book. Watchers, those eyes. “I believe they continue while we sleep.” Truly, she did. “I think I’ve had some of my best ideas while dreaming.” She gave a smile that was far from self-conscious, but acknowledged that some might dismiss what she had just said as silly. “Though if that is not what you intended to create, I would be interested to know what your mind envisages. For my part, I see not a thing wrong with it.” Quite the opposite, in fact. And before she forgot and made herself seem rude: “I’m Daphina.”

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-25 03:54 pm UTC (link)
When the woman spoke back, which Gia wasn't entirely certain she had expected, she blinked a little in surprise. This was much better than anticipated and she felt a half-smile tugging up the corner of her mouth as she studied the woman who had turned towards her. She was continuing her line of thought! As though it were a completely normal conversation for one to have, and it was all Gia could do not to clap her hands in delight. She didn't often find someone who humored her, and even more rarely yet, someone who added to the conversation in a way that was actually considered helpful. Gia's hand went out to her project, drawing an idle line in the black sand, when attention was called to it.

"My mind envisages a small garden in perfect detail, where the roses look real, and not as pieces of cloth sewn together. However, that small of detail is actually beyond me, and I did not think that possible." Her rose bushes looked like something that belonged in a child's dollhouse, not a gift meant to adorn the top of a table or wardrobe for a full-grown woman to smile fondly at. Gia could already see Eileen's husband snorting at it and asking if one of the children had made it, no matter how untrue that would be. To anyone but Gia, it likely looked wonderful, but to her it looked clunky. Sighing, Gia brushed the bits of sand off her fingers and turned so that she could look at Daphina straight-on for the first time.

"That color is perfect for you," were the first words out of her mouth. Like the night before when she had complimented Rune's sister instead of Rune himself, she didn't bother to take them back. They were true and she likely knew it. "Were the Watchers kind enough to see you birthed into a House with red as its color so that you can wear it all the time without drawing note?" Gia had often wondered how much more she might enjoy her own wardrobe if she had family colors she truly enjoyed. Light greens and blues preferably, and while she could claim light green for Ridell, purple was the color most thought of first. "Daphina... Taraias, I believe? You have the look of them." Gia had met the elder sister, Janna, at court, and anytime after when she saw one of them she always saw the similarities in the hair and the eyes. Her smile remained as she added, "It suits you. I am Gia."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-25 08:56 pm UTC (link)
Glancing between the small garden and its creator, Daphina wondered if they were truly talking about the same thing, “It looks like you put a great deal of time and care into it,” she stated without a hint of false assurance. And she suspected that was the point. Like the decidedly imperfect wooden rocking horse their family farrier made his niece for her birthday. By that logic, it shouldn’t matter what it looked like, because if she was right and it was a gift, then the imperfections were some of the best parts.

Inexplicably caught off guard by the comment on her dress -- she was well aware it was the truth, so why was she surprised? -- Daphina gave a smile that was as close to shy as she could get and remain honest. “Thank you.” Oh, she hoped she was not blushing. Why were libraries so lacking in reflective surfaces? “I believe your own eye for colour beats mine.” That being said, she was fairly certain the other woman could wear just about any colour and still make her wonder if she was staring or just looking in the right direction. “Would that I had been, it would lessen the stress of finding suitable dresses.” It seemed only those with absurd House colours understood how ridiculous shopping could be. “I am an undercover Taraias today. Red suits me far better than any combination of black, pink and white.” The name Gia stalled in her memory, and not only because of that smile. Aware the recollection was -- for once -- registering on her face as it progressed, she finally stopped on: “Gia Ridell?” Then her smile teetered on sheepish. “I have never met any of your family. I reacquainted myself with family names and such before we left Tírna.” Daphina’s head tilted before she simply added: “You have extraordinary eyes.” She did.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-25 09:23 pm UTC (link)
"Well, yes..." Gia's words stalled out as she considered what Daphina had said and the work before her. If looked at with the eye of any but her in a way that saw only what it was and not what she had envisioned in her mind then she supposed that it was actually very well done. Especially if the person looking at it had never seen the gardens at Eileen's home. "I suppose that it does. I may not throw it away." Which would have been true in any case for Gia never threw out her projects. She may have an idea for how to make them work better another day and she would hate having to start over. This was likely why her rooms were a cluttered, not mess, place.

Gia felt a surge of delight when she saw a hint of pink suffusing Daphina's cheek at her honest compliment. Though she was caught a touch off-guard by the return compliment, knowing that her own cheeks would darken even as her smile took on a delighted edge. "Of course, Taraias, that albino ferret." It was a ferret and not a weasel she hoped, or else she'd be corrected. No one enjoyed having their sigil mistaken even if the colors were not to their own liking. "I met your sister, Janna, during my time at court, though she left not terribly long after I came. I doubt she would remember me in any case." Gia remembered the pretty ladies she met, they didn't always remember her unless she had done something exceedingly odd. "Thank you, Daphina." Rune had paid her dozens of compliments the previous night and not a single one had struck the same nerve as simple being told that she had extraordinary eyes did. When was the last time a woman had said that to her? "I would claim credit for them but alas, I believe that belongs to my mother, everyone says I look like her." Stretching out her fingers, they had been beginning to cramp, Gia rolled her eyes. "I have a very small family, we are hardly notable so it is no surprise you have not met one. It would be me or my brother or nephew, and neither of them would know the proper way to react to a lovely woman without sticking their foot down their throat." Should she have said that? Likely not, but Gia had a reputation to maintain, and if something she said didn't give her brother apoplexy at least once a week she wasn't maintaining it.

Gia did something very unladylike in the next moment when she shifted her leg to move out the chair nearest her, unbothered by the flash of leg beneath her light green skirts that showed for a moment before vanishing again. "Would you sit? I am sure you are not used to hearing this, but staring up at you is going to give me a crick in my neck, and I would rather you stay than go."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-25 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Hoping the handmade garden really wouldn’t be thrown away -- that seemed sad -- Daphina let herself briefly indulge in being simply pleased with herself as Gia cheeks coloured too. “The albino ferret,” Daphina nodded, wearing the wry smile of one who very much wished there was something different on their family banner. It was a ridiculous sigil and while she knew she reason behind it, she did not see the need to advertise how the family made its money. It seemed vulgar, somehow. For a fleeting second she considered telling Gia that should she run into Janna, assuming that had not already happened, she would find her much changed. The words stayed behind her teeth mainly because it was a family matter and she did not think her father would appreciate her speaking of it, but also because she knew she would not be able to comment on her sister’s usual condition without sounding unkind. Instead she simply smiled at the thanks, eyebrows arching in interest at the mention of Gia’s mother. The words “She must be very beautiful” came so close to tripping off her tongue, but when intent was factored in that was rather forward -- then she realised the lady was deceased. Her mortification at the mistake she nearly made was only overridden by the realisation she had been called ‘lovely’. By Gia. Daphina’s expression, usually so controlled, stuck somewhere between suppressed laughter at imagining a man with their foot in their throat -- and blushing wonderment. The amusement was quickly reined in. She had not even lost her voice, but she had lost her words. ‘Thank you’ had been said once already, and repeating it somehow seemed redundant.

Then Gia moved, and at had the rest of the conversation not occurred Daphina might have lost her voice right then and there. Instead she breathed in -- as one did after breathing out -- and although aware that there was no chance her blush was fading, had to laugh a little at the request. “It would be a pleasure.” Funny, she did not sound at all as though the colour of her face was undoubtedly betraying her. As she settled herself in the now-vacant chair, she only hoped that continued. “I confess, it was a little strange looking down during conversation. I think the only person I know shorter than me is my eight year old niece.” And, Watchers, at the same level those eyes were astonishing. She was staring and she could not say she was sorry. “And her father, Daemyn, should be avoided by all women everywhere, -- Except Lady Delyth Bamford.” The corner of her mouth quirked in the kind of vindictive amusement rightly available to younger sisters. She was not sorry for that either.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-26 12:01 am UTC (link)
"I have seen worse," Gia assured, seeing the wryness of that smile. "There is a family in Avalon who have a spider for their sigil." A delicate shudder ran through her body at the memory of it. She could see their reasoning, especially as it matched the words, but she still couldn't imagine being proud of having that on clothes or banners or any of that. The mockingbird of Ridell seemed so much more appealing after learning of things like that. "I would say lay stronger claim to your mother's sigil if you prefer it, for that is as much yours as the ferret, is it not?" Gia snagged her cup of tea, she had deliberately ignored the feeble protests of the servant who had brought it about having it there with all the books, and took a sip as she waited to see if Daphina would join her.

I do believe I flustered her. Gia was almost certain what had caused it, too. A man may have been flustered in the same way, but other ladies usually were not unless they had certain tendencies that Gia completely approved of. She hoped that little flash was right, and that she'd managed to fluster Daphina as she had Rune, the only difference being that this was intentional. "That is much better," Gia confirmed as Daphina took a seat, propping one elbow on the table so that she could rest her chin in her hand. "Your niece... your brother's child?" Gia didn't think she'd heard of Janna having a child. In fact, she thought she'd heard a rumor that Janna was incapable of having children. "I am sure she is a more delightful child than my nephew. He is a teenager and sure that he knows all that there is to know in the world." He was her irritation. At the idea of Sir Daemyn -- she had heard of him -- meeting Lady Delyth, Gia gave a delighted laugh. "That is something I would very much like to see, I think. Should you ever see it happening, be sure to tell me." She took another sip of her tea. "Would you care for a drink? They brought me an extra cup in case I had company." Her eyes twinkled. "I did not suspect I would and I am so rarely pleased when I am wrong."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-26 01:35 am UTC (link)
Daphina’s nose wrinkled at the idea of a spider sigil; an expression that would have spread further had Gia’s little shudder not suddenly struck her as terribly endearing. “I--” Truth be told, she could not recall her mother’s sigil. “I am not sure either of my parents would consider it appropriate.” Her voice sounded uncertain even to her own ears, which bothered her, but it was because she was unsure which parent would have the biggest problem with it. Something in her gut told her it might actually be her mother. Sliding her discomfort at that behind a brighter thought, thus expression, she shrugged lightly. “The ferret is not so bad, just easily mistaken for a weasel -- made worse when paired with our self-proclaimed discretion.” If you ignored the honour part, they sounded like spies. If one were to use the rather more truthful indiscretion then they sounded like unscrupulous spies.

Had Daphina known she had been thought of as ‘flustered’, she would have denied it and inadvertently flustered herself in the process. Court was a game she knew how to play, but there were usually more players in action at any given time. It was not unlike chess, really. This -- being sat with Gia -- was more like a card game, and she was acutely aware she had already revealed some of her hand. That idea would not usually sit well with her. Usually. Though she did breath a faint laugh at the question about Thyme as she raised a hand to her hair to ensure everything was as it should be. “Unfortunately for her, yes. I’ve a hope that brains merely skipped a generation and she will take after her grandfather.” The words were out of her mouth before she could register saying them, and while she privately meant them she had the grace to look somewhat surprised at herself for her outburst. “I sympathise; my youngest brother is at that stage.”Half-brother. Well, Raphisio was more than at that stage, but Daphina did not need to burden Gia with him. Especially not after hearing that laugh… “Not only will I tell you, I shall send for a scribe and have a transcript of the whole ordeal written out for the masses.” Then their father would string her up. But since it was a daydream born out of humour and not likely to happen, she thought her neck was safe.

“I confess, I would love one,” Daphina replied with a smile that suggested Gia had read her mind. Had she realised how much the blonde needed to calm her nerves? There were a dozen other reasons a drink was welcome -- a reason to look elsewhere without seeming strange, for instance -- but mostly they circled back to calming down. Since they’d arrived at Kingswood the Gifted Taraias had had no ‘incidents’ and she intended to keep it that way for as long as possible. It took but a moment for her to work through what Gia had actually said. “Are your visitors really lacking?” No sooner than she said it had her mouth turned into an ‘Oh’ of understanding. “How many suitors has the jubilation brought thus far? In the twenties at least, for I know those men have working eyes.” If her smile had transformed into one of wicked amusement then it was because she had yet to face this problem.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-26 02:28 am UTC (link)
Gia gave what she hoped was a sympathetic smile at the idea of Daphina's parents considering her use of her mother's sigil as inappropriate. Her own father likely would've had the same issues, had he still been alive. Had she chosen to announce to Ilario the following day that she intended on taking their mother's name and using her sigil, he likely would've danced a jig to have her name no longer directly associated with his. Which was precisely why she wouldn't do it. "Discretion... oh! Honor and Discretion," Gia declared with a pleased little smile at having remembered. She brushed away the thought that she had remembered because Janna was pretty and she tended to remember everything she could about the pretty ones. Daphina? Was actually quite a bit prettier, and a better conversationalist. "A strange combination if you ask me, though I mean no offense to you." Gia accompanied the words with the briefest brush of a finger against the top of Daphina's hand and a reassuring smile. "My words are about wit cutting. Truly I think some of the people who came up with these were well into their cups."

The little laugh caused Gia to tip her head to the side, both because it was a lovely little sound and because she didn't understand why it was funny, until Daphina elaborated. The surprise that accompanied the words earned a slight shake of her head. "My own elder brother seems to be missing the brains that our words declare we must have, so perhaps it skips the eldest male of the family." Or skips the males entirely. Gia managed to resist adding that simply because she knew the Taraias family had more males in its midst, and she didn't know what Daphina's views on them were. Offending her company usually wasn't a bother for her, only she thought she might like to not offend Daphina. Another laugh followed at the declaration of having the ordeal written out, a longer one that ended with Gia wiping a tear from the corner of her eye. The Lady Regent of Mag Mell had a legendary wit, and she only hoped that she might be able to see her use it against someone some day. "I will thank you for it. Perhaps I could draw a likeness for you to ever after look at and smile at the memory of your brother being verbally stripped." She found that she liked the idea of making something for Daphina.

Nodding, Gia reached out to pour the tea, setting the cup at Daphina's hand, another excuse for her fingers to brush hers -- she was always amazed at how soft female hands were -- before moving the small sugar pot and cream container closer for her to use as she pleased. This time she found herself flushing at the idea of suitors, though she tried to wave it away with a motion of her hand and a roll of her eyes. Her attempts at nonchalance failed as she felt her flush spreading to her neck as Daphina quite neatly turned the flattery around on her. "Last night I had to have dinner with Rune Halvari," she admitted, knowing Ilario would be cross at her and not caring. He wasn't here, was he? "It was dreadful. The poor boy-" He was older than her. "-was tripping over his tongue and giving the most simpleminded compliments as though they were diamonds to be treasured. I almost felt bad for him." She took a sip of her tea, feeling her blush fading as she added, "Almost. His elder sister was not bad company."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-26 03:56 pm UTC (link)
“Oh -- None taken, truly,” Daphina assured with a smile that was rather brighter than anything that would usually have accompanied such a reassurance. Her mind had focused almost entirely on the touch that suddenly left her with an urge to stare at the back of her own hand. She managed to refrain from that, at least. But if her face had now turned completely purple she couldn’t say she cared, because she was too busy internally thanking the Watchers for whatever it was that had not give Gia a nasty shock. Unless I’ve done something else. A thought she could have done without but one that occurred with such regularity that she dismissed it with ease. “Sometimes I suspect family words are a little like naming your child after a virtue. You hope they live up to it, or later in life it becomes something of a joke.” Likely all of court knew the Taraias family words did not apply to all: Daemyn was far from discreet when it came to his love of brothels no matter how much others tidied up after him. “I daresay you have the wit covered,” she added archly. She believed the cunning was there also. No, she was not going to look at her own hand.

A touch of mischief lit Daphina’s face. “I wonder how many of the lords present at court are first sons…” The likelihood didn’t speak well of them, really, but she was far more interested in Gia’s laughter to follow that trail of thought even inside her own head. She wondered if the other woman truly realised how beautiful she was. Effortlessly so. It would be a lie to say she was not very seriously considering having Daemyn and Lady Delyth collide just for Gia’s entertainment. Thought of something, anything, gifted from her meant Daphina struggled to keep something resembling shyness colouring her expression -- which was doubtlessly literally coloured already. She wasn’t the kind of person who received gifts like that from anyone save perhaps Thyme, who sometimes gave her things she had found and thought were pretty. Thyme was a child and had the luxury of whimsy. A luxury it seemed Gia had never lost. Trying to rein in control of her facial muscles, Daphina gave in to the urge to glance at the hand before she blurted out thanks for something that had not happened and possibly never may.

Ah, ah-- This time the blonde sat up just that bit straighter; nothing strange to the casual observer even if she was a little flushed, it was quite proper to sit straight while drinking tea. Or so she was telling herself. Frankly, she was too busy smothering any concern over magic to notice where her composure was going. “Thank you.” At least her voice had not yet turned traitor. Daphina’s addition of sugar and cream was a little distracted as she noted the colour in Gia with no small degree of delight. Presently, she reserved the right to feel thoroughly pleased with herself. Though upon hearing Rune Halvari’s name her lips pressed together before she laughed. Watchers, if talk was correct then Sir Rune was a more pleasant and likely more intelligent version of Daemyn. When Gia called him a ‘poor boy’, Daphina had to set her tea down so as to cover her hand with her mouth to try and force the laughter back the way it had come. Part of her did not really wish to make fun of the man because truth be told, she understood the feeling. Lowering her hand to fidget with the handle on her teacup, she arched her eyebrow in amusement at the second ‘almost’. “I have not met her in person, but the lady Synnove is a beautiful woman.” Because, naturally, that was the same as making up for your brother’s behaviour by having good conversational skills.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-26 04:34 pm UTC (link)
Nodding along in agreement with Daphina's words, Gia allowed herself a self-satisfied smile at the last. "To my brother's dismay, you are correct. I enjoy using it against him with the protection of 'brother, I am merely practicing what our banner preaches'. He still has not figure out how to answer that back." Her father likely rolled over in his grave at half the exchanges between his children. Gia might have cared had he been more attentive to her while he was alive, since he had not been she found that the idea of upsetting him wasn't at all upsetting to her. "I believe they all must be first sons, barring accidents that saw the second or third take up the lordship." Personally, Gia thought inheritance should follow some different line. Perhaps go to the most worthy child as they practiced in the Bhain family, although child should mean daughter as well as son.

Gia could've smirked at the way that Daphina shifted, but then she would've had to turn her amusement around on herself for wasn't she nearly as red as the blonde's dress? A small voice in the back of her mind questioned whether or not Daphina listened to gossip about nobles, or more specifically, if she had ever listened to any of the gossip attached to the name Gia Ridell. Or believed it. Gia always hoped people did. Not just because she enjoyed the looks or whispers not truly muted behind cupped hands; because she did not care if they disliked her because of it or thought less of her. Truly, shouldn't a woman who made everyone miserable because she pretended to be someone she wasn't be more of an outcast than someone who refused to do the same? Her fingers went out to idly draw in the black sand of her garden, sculpting out a mountain without realizing what they were doing.

"I laughed," Gia confided when she noticed that Daphina had essentially muffled what would have been a laugh, realizing that she wished she'd been able to hear it. "She is very much so. Every Halvari woman I have seen is beautiful, even the youngest one who I believe attempts to hide it." Gia tipped her head to the side, her smile lifting only one corner of her mouth. "Their complexions run a little dark for my taste; I find that lighter hair and eyes have a certain appeal which is simply lacking elsewhere. Do not let Sir Rune hear that, though, I fear that no matter what I did he will be seeking me out again." Still smiling the crooked smile that Selena had told her she needed to practice hiding for it gave away her amusement too readily, Gia added, "What of your suitors, Daphina? Between your looks and your family name, I cannot imagine your father doing anything but turning them away by the droves." Taraias may not have been the ruling family of Tirna but it was undeniably one of the wealthiest, for all that they bred ferrets.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-26 08:17 pm UTC (link)
Daphina momentarily considered where cousin Gaillard’s line of inheritance seemed to be headed, but kept it to herself. Both because it was a family matter and Gia was more than a little distracting. The second Taraias daughter absorbed gossip like it was water and she a sponge, but did not give it away again quite so freely. Knowledge was what she was after, always, and separating the wheat from the chaff in this regard was something court had taught her to begin with. There was almost an art to removing the personal bias from the rumours. Of course, meeting Gia had added a rather significant personal bias on her part. Just for starters, the men who had tried describing Gia Ridell to her had fallen terribly short when trying to convey the particulars of her appearance. They tripped over their tongues too.

The poor man. Had he not been a number of years her senior, she would have thought Sir Rune a boy (were not all men boys at heart?), but as amusing as she found his predicament he still had her sympathy. Daphina thought she might die if Gia laughed at her. No, she actually would. She tried to think of something to say about the lady Freja -- or Lady Sigfinna, who was surely the source of the Halvaris’ looks -- but the mention of lighter hair and eyes quite derailed that trail of thought. The blonde realised with a horror that was somehow extremely distant that her pleasure at that fact had registered on her face. Also that her tea was going completely neglected, but truly, who could blame her? “Bribe the servants to send him in the wrong direction,” she suggested, reaching for the forgotten beverage. “I’ve found they can be really very accommodating.” That what she had said may be taken as an admission of bribery did not bother Daphina in the least. She saw nothing wrong with it, else she would not have suggested it. “My suitors--” Oh, now she was laughing. Laughter that ended in a delighted smile because she could not ignore that compliment if she tried. “That is precisely what father does. Four years at court and he turned down every offer.” She sipped her tea and suddenly smirked. “I think they’re afraid of him.”

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-26 09:37 pm UTC (link)
To her credit, Gia didn't grin broadly when Daphina's face lit up at the mention of fairer looks being more to her taste. She was clearly not an unintelligent girl who couldn't figure out that Gia might be referencing her appearance directly, so of course she was pleased by it. How could she be anything else when a pretty woman had that look because of her? It is nearly as good as - ah, Gia, no, do not do that. Not now. Any thoughts of another woman who may intrude on her mind were pushed to the back behind a wall labeled 'do not cross' and Gia finished off her tea to help them stay there. "Perhaps I shall, though Ilario has a tendency to do something similar to ensure I do not have the suitors sent off the wrong way. He is a persistent man." The laughter she had earned from Daphnia helped to keep thoughts of Eileen behind the wall, her smile still amused as she waited for her to finish and say why it was so funny.

Gia had meant it. She was sure beyond a doubt that Daphina Taraias was the sort of woman who attracted suitors whether she wished for them or not.

"Would that your father were my brother," Gia lamented. "He would accept every offer that came his way if it were not for his wife. She and I met at court when I was here, you see, and so we were friends before he ever wedded her." It was helpful at times, and painful at others, and the slip in her smile may have attested to that, but Gia tried to cover it by pouring herself more tea. She imagined that women in situations like this drank far more than they would have otherwise. "But just because your father frightens them does not mean they do not exist." Her pale eyes sparkled as she set her tea down and leaned forward. "You seem clever enough, if you wished a suitor success I imagine you would find ways about your father."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-26 11:57 pm UTC (link)
Part of Daphina wanted to reach across and touch the corner of Gia’s mouth that curved in amusement. And she could not have said why, because the only verbal answer she really had was the name of that mouth’s owner. “Counter his persistence.” It was more insistent than a suggestion ought to be, and mischief played in Daphina’s eyes. “Beautiful women are intimidating in their own right. Why should it not be you they fear?” Right there was the Taraias in her -- the answer was always in the game. Oh certainly, Daphisio was intimidating even to his own daughter, and it was a well-kept secret that she knew how to dress up that fact in order to highlight it just so.“Such fear works best when one keeps tripping on one’s tongue.” She would know; she had been panicking over the idea of doing damage to Gia since it became clear to her that she was certainly having an… effect on her. Enough of one for Daphina to be half-convinced that she must be tripping over her words as much as Sir Rune, and her advantage lay elsewhere.

Ah, but watch what you wish for, she thought soberly, before washing the thought away with tea. She had been watching Gia’s face too closely not to see the shift in expression, and immediately felt a pang of her own. Likely nothing close to her friendship with her sister in law. But four years at court was a long enough time to build strong friendships -- some that she had wished were more, some that had been a little more before they were whisked away with a betrothal. “Men should learn not to wed their sisters’ friends, they lose too many fights that way.” Was it not sound logic? “And I do not believe you would much appreciate being governed by my father,” Daphina added, brows drawing together as she tried to imagine it. She found she did not like the result. He would ruin Gia -- she was too… unique to be forced into an allegedly model family. When it was asserted -- implied? -- that Daphina’s suitors did exist, she opened her mouth to fall back into the comfortable realm of plausible deniability, then promptly closed at when she realised there was more. “They exist,” she confirmed eventually, though there was no blush at that. She felt nothing for them. “If is most certainly the operative word, for while I may have wished them luck I have never wished them success.” Something she had never said aloud before, which likely turned her face pink. Men were hardly revolting, but her interests lay elsewhere. Currently, they were sat right there. “My interests aside, I see no point in swapping one gilded cage for another. At least I am familiar with the one I have.” She paused. “Did that sound awfully like I was defending myself at trial? It was not meant to.” She just found it so easy to simply talk when she was not around her family and the company was… well, Gia.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-27 02:17 am UTC (link)
Gia's smile grew, appreciation tinging it, at not only Daphina's words, but also the mischief she saw in her eyes. "You know," she declared, drumming her fingers lightly on the tabletop with no mind for the particles of sand that fell off. "I think that I like you, Daphina Taraias. Beauty and brains, far too rare a combination in this climate, and yet here you sit, possessing both. I think you must be a unicorn." Gia wasn't even being truly sarcastic, and that was the surprising thing. She so rarely met witty, pretty ladies who... had a certain opinion about men and a hopefully very different one about women. She delighted in them when they came up, though the last one to do so was in all the ways that mattered completely unavailable to her.

"It is true, yet they seem drawn to them. Perhaps they see all the same qualities we do and need to gather them in under their name." A darker view was that they stole them. Gia had spent many a night thinking that Ilario had done exactly that, and hating him for it. Now she doubted he was intelligent enough to know why his marriage had upset her so much. Gia watched Daphina's brow knit together, fingers itching to reach over and soothe the skin there before it wrinkled, but she kept her hands where they were. Gia laughed again when Daphina confirmed that she did have suitors, even adding that she'd never wished them success. That was what she had rather been hoping to hear, and it caused a little flutter to jump around in her chest. As for the idea of defending herself, Gia let one shoulder rise and fall in a shrug, her eyes having gone to the sand as she sketched something out. "Actually, it sounded as though you are more content with the life you have than the one you believe you would go to. And how could I think that wrong? I am closer to thirty than I am twenty and still I have no marriage for what sounds like the very same reason."

Sketch complete, Gia crooked a finger for Daphina to shift and look into the sand. She had needed to use both colors, but she had managed a decent rendering all the same. Paper would've been better, but Gia tended to use whatever material was closest to hand. "I was incorrect," she murmured, fingers withdrawing to reveal what looked very much like a phoenix. "Birds live in cages and if you were one... you should look like that rather than all the others chirping away in theirs." Her mind did enjoy its flights of fancy.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-27 04:54 pm UTC (link)
Cheeks having coloured to the point she believed she had reached what she called her ‘doll stage’, Daphina could only allow herself to acknowledge that her expression continued to brighten without her permission. There were multiple reasons she had been compared to a porcelain doll over the years, the main being that sun neither burned nor tanned her skin. Her fair complexion was a constant. On the admittedly rare occasion she did flush, she tended to look like a doll with badly painted rouge. And her face tended to be more controlled than it had any right to be. She could not make that claim just now. Gia had somehow disabled it. “I’ve a cousin with a unicorn as his sigil, so there is likely more truth to that than not,” she agreed, tone laced with amusement. Indeed, Lord Gaillard was a unicorn also. “If beauty and brains make me a unicorn then you must be something equally mystical.” Daphina was not being sarcastic at all, and while ‘mythical’ was almost the word she used it wasn’t what she meant. Mythical somehow suggested it was an impossibility.

“Likely it is cynical of me, but sometimes I suspect they do such things to avoid friction between their in-laws.” Though she had always been lead to believe that sort of discomfort was a marital requirement. “Which circles back to one’s wife and sister and possibly even mother taking sides.” Daphina fidgeted slightly, thinking it rude to automatically look to see what Gia was doing, though it was the hand itself that her eyes followed and not the sand. Her fingers… One of the servants at Deleik had told her some kind of blanket rule involving fixating on the smaller things, but it quite slipped her mind. She wondered if Gia played an instrument. “I am of the firm opinion that brothers should have no say in their sisters’ marriage,” she remarked. “All control of that should fall to the lady in question upon the death of her parents -- because I do believe Daemyn will have me married off in my sleep the moment father is not there to knock offers back.” That the general result of her proposition would mean a significant number of women may simply never marry was merely a convenient side effect, naturally. Did she truly believe Daemyn would manage that? No, and she did not doubt it showed, but the point remained he may actually be stupid enough to try.

Equal parts fascinated by Gia’s hands -- therefore the way that finger gestured -- and curious about what she had worked in the sand, Daphina moved to look properly. Eyebrows arching in interest, her mouth curved with a degree of wonder that was quickly followed by unabashed pleasure at being compared to what looked very much like a phoenix. “You think so?” It was an honest question, and once that left Daphina far more open to possible damages than she would ever admit, but it begged to be asked. Even the most conceited and stupid of people -- Daemyn -- were capable of pretty words, and she had heard a great deal in the past, yet none had come at all close to catching her attention half as much as Gia had done with her picture in the sand.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-27 05:51 pm UTC (link)
She likes me. Gia decided as she watched the expression on Daphina's face without a bit of shame at how openly she was looking. Had Daphina mentioned that people had compared her to a doll, then Gia would've had to agree in that moment if only for the color in her cheeks, and the paleness of her skin, and how well her features -- alright, Gia would've just agreed. Though she was prettier than any doll Gia had ever played with in her childhood. "Hmmmm." Badly disguised amusement laced Gia's eyes and smile as she considered Daphina's words. "You are cousin to the Bhain's? As for me, perhaps I have elven blood." Yes, her voice was teasing now. "Or faerie's are real and my mother dallied near a place she should not at sunset."

Gia listened as Daphina spoke while she drew, nodding where she thought it necessary. "Were that the truth, I would have an easier life. However it never will be, for who would reign in the stubborn women and tell them what is best for them if not their brothers once their father has passed?" Gia wouldn't even have to entertain the notion of pretending to be interested in the suitors who came after her. She could simply be. Perhaps she could have even gone to the Island of Doves to learn at the College of Creation. "Your brother should worry if he tries to marry you off when you do not wish it."

Eyes trained on Daphina once again as she leaned in, Gia felt that flutter that had started in her chest grow in intensity at the wonder and pleasure that grew on the blonde's face. "If I did not think so then I would not say so, Daphina," Gia assured her in an oddly serious voice, sand-covered fingers resting on the table. "Phoenixes do not belong in cages, and I suspect you would do better without one. Gilded or not. If I added a cage here, it would ruin the image, do you not think so?" Her bottom lip caught between her teeth as her expression faltered again. "Do you like it?" It may have just been a quick sand sketch, but she had enjoyed doing the little thing.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-28 12:45 am UTC (link)
“First cousin once removed to Lord Gaillard,” Daphina supplied without missing a beat, not at all minding that Gia’s gaze was so open, if only because it gave her cause to mirror it. There was every chance she knew her genealogy a little too well, but she had always supposed most nobles knew the same amount about their own families. Head tilting -- for even if Gia was joking, she was giving the idea rather more consideration -- she took a moment to examine the other’s features closer. Also separately: nose, ears… “I can see either being true. You would suit wings, I think.”

The blonde gave a frown of a false reproach. “Do not use the ‘S’ word.” By which she meant ‘stubborn’. “We are strong of will.” Her wrists flicked a small shrug that said ‘that’s all’ -- although now that it had been said, Gia had a point about Daemyn trying to make her marry. “More likely the opposite would happen,” she confirmed a touch distractedly while her mind tried to find its way down that trail of thought before visibly casting it aside in favour of those blue eyes. Any thoughts of being sent away to the Island of Doves as though she were nought but an embarrassment had been firmly elbowed to the back of her head.

Daphina ducked her head rather uncharacteristically at the reassurance, feeling silly for having needed to ask and… actually, she hardly knew what the ‘and’ what because she was not sure she had truly felt it before, but it didn’t give her much choice over that particular movement. Delighted by Gia’s further explanation and actually a little mesmerised by the shift in her expression, she was surprised by the question of whether she liked it. “Very much so.” She knew she was beaming, and wished she could control that a little, but what mattered was that Gia definitely knew it. “How could I not?” Even if it was only temporary, that was beside the point. Daphina was… moved? Yes, she thought that might have been the word. “Thank you.”

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-28 03:30 am UTC (link)
"Part-unicorn then," Gia declared in a satisfied tone. She didn't find it odd that Daphina knew these things about her family, for Gia knew them about her own and several others. Usually those with the banners or sigils she found most interesting, delving into their history with the hope of finding something to catch her interest. More often than not there wasn't a thing there but dry and dusty names of people long dead who had never done a thing with their lives but have children. Gia did think that should anyone happen across them at the moment they might find them odd, with how they were staring unabashedly at one another. "Strong-willed then, it sounds better." She was amused by that little look of reproach. She imagined that should Daphina wish it, she'd have a very off-putting glare.

All the assurance Gia really needed came in the form of that smile. She looked as though someone had gone and given her a priceless necklace rather than a sketch in the sand that could be swept away with less than a thought. "Some would say it is nothing at all, a sketch in the sand that could be done by a child and simply blown away with a breath." She puffed out her cheeks in demonstration, but refused to blow at the sand. Instead she let the air out slowly. "I..." Her voice wavered slightly, a fresh flush of pink suffusing her cheeks. Her fingers rubbed against the side of her neck and down along her collarbone, tapping against her skin once she reached the other side, an old habit that had seemed to irritate her father. It was likely the reason she still tended not to wear necklaces unless the dress called for it. It is alright. What's the worst that could happen?

"I wonder if you should like something more permanent? I enjoy making things, though... I rarely have reason to make something for someone." She had already decided that this was not going to go to Eileen, now that she had sketched something out in the sand for another woman. A lovely one who mad her blush and feel as though perhaps she actually was as beautiful as her suitors continued to tell her. Her smile returned, her hand now resting on her opposite shoulder. If she kept her hands busy then they wouldn't want to move nearer Daphina. "I should enjoy making something for you, Daphina, I think you would appreciate it.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-28 07:41 pm UTC (link)
Trying not to let her attention follow Gia’s hand too intently (because it was one thing to watch a lady’s face and another entirely to risk accusations involving her neckline), Daphina drew invisible circles on a corner of the table. “Some also have no soul and send their servants out to purchase a selection of gifts so that they may choose which they believe suits me better,” she pointed out with a degree of humour. “I’ve always considered that more of a gift to them than myself.” Such men, she imagined, would replace the entirety of their wife’s wardrobe with clothes that had passed their approval -- had possibly been chosen by them -- and likely micromanaged everything down to her bath salts. “Your phoenix can be bought from no merchant.” How did others think that nothing? A lack of permanence did not make it lesser, surely. Would it not be the other way around?

Daphina’s chins rested on the back on her her fingers, that elbow upon the table while the other hand continued to doodle invisible squiggles and swirls on the wood. It bothered her that she had just now realised it was far easier to watch Gia while seated like this. “If you enjoy making things then I shall never refuse; it would be rude of me.” The glint in her eye rather ruined the image of a lady who was actually concerned about her manners, but since she could not see her own eyes and that was not her main concern, it did not feature in Daphina’s thoughts. “I believe I would.” She gave a faintly amused smile and raised her chin from her fingers to touch an earring. “You did prove sand to be worth more than pearls.” Well it was true. Somewhere in her mind she swung a kick at the not-so-quiet voice that told her what her parents thought of such sentimentality, but they were not around for their opinions to be counted. Nor was she full sure their opinions truly did count in this.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-28 11:07 pm UTC (link)
Gia made a tsking sound at the mention of such men, though she knew them well. Ilario was practically the same, with the only difference being that he used her, applying the logic that she knew his wife so well and they were such good friends that surely she should know what she wanted. Gia didn't always tell him the truth, getting a vindictive little thrill out of the look of confusion on Selena's face when she received gifts she never would have picked out for herself. Ilario never seemed to notice. "You flatter me. My ego should be impossible to deal with if I listen to such things for too long." The amusement in her tone said that she truly did not mind. There had been times when she had created true works of art, wonderful and beautiful things, that no one ever saw because she didn't trust to show them. Why show someone something if you didn't think they were going to appreciate it for what it was?

Gia wished to slide a piece of parchment under Dahpina's fingers to catch whatever it was that she was drawing, just so that she might know, even if it appeared to be nothing at all. "I would not make them if you only accepted out of fear of being rude," she half-teased the blonde. "I would make them because not only do I enjoy them, but I think that you deserve something you would enjoy. Something that cannot just be bought at any merchant's stand." Kingswood certainly had plenty of those. Her hand darted into the bag she tended to carry with her, ignoring the words of any who thought it strange, bringing out a sketchpad. "What might you like? What do you like?" Her head tilted as she studied Daphina, only partially to imagine what she'd like, the rest being entirely because she liked looked. "I feel I would like to know the answer to that even if I was not going to make you something. You are... interesting."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-29 03:09 pm UTC (link)
Daphina gave an odd, gleeful noise that bordered on laughter. “Whyever would I flatter you? That would require insincere praise, and I draw the line at insincere courtesy.” She allowed for outright lies, but that did not apply here. This, she reflected was how she got away with so much. She talked her way right back out of it again. To think it was a skill likely honed in conversations just like this… “If your ego manages to surpass that of a Taraias I will be most impressed, however,” she added with something of a smirk. Truly, she would. Her own was quiet just now, but a great part of that was probably directly connected to the fact a beautiful woman was paying her attention.

If her blush had faded at all, Daphina could feel it return upon the word ‘deserve’. She thought she more than likely deserved to be forcibly sent to the Island of Doves for accidentally (though sometimes she thought possibly not-so-accidentally) giving one of her siblings, or a suitor, a sudden sting of a shock. Or singeing their garments. Those who were not siblings she had just caused some kind of upset usually made no remark regarding what she deserved. And she felt strangely startled when she realised Gia had actually brought forth a pad. “What do I like?” That question felt much harder to answer than Daphina believed it was supposed to be, and she felt her face fall in a thoughtful frown. “Reading?” Which was an easy one to guess, she supposed, since she was in a library, but nevertheless. “Dancing, singing… Red,” she added, nearly kicking herself for not thinking of it before reading. “Thunderstorms. New things -- not recently-purchased new, but outside-of-my-experience new. Although I suppose that leaves a great deal, since I’ve been nowhere but court and Deleik Castle.” She paused to consider Gia before finishing. “I am rambling, but you probably ought to add yourself to the list as well.” It was the truth, was it not? Gia was new and interesting, terribly pretty, and the question had been hers. So she was going into the answer. Now Daphina felt just that little bit exposed, though she was not sure she had told anything to warrant such.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-29 05:55 pm UTC (link)
Surprise showed on Gia's face following Daphina's declaration that she wasn't flattering her, quickly followed by amusement at the remark about ego and her family. "Perhaps your house's words should have ego somewhere in them," she teased. "I have seen your elder brother strutting about the castle, surely his alone surpasses that of many others." Men always did seem to have the larger egos between them and women, or so Gia had noticed, though she suspected that Daphina may have one of her own. Gia herself certainly did, and that was something Ilario liked to say was one of the many reasons why he struggled to find her a husband.

She had a simpler reason: it was because she didn't want one.
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Gia was just about to point out that the questioning tone meant she wasn't sure, and that she herself couldn't tell Daphina what she liked, when the blonde began to add more things as her face took on that thoughtful expression. If Gia stared a little harder in that moment then it was only because she was trying to lock away that exact expression for later recreation. She had a drawing pad specially saved for the faces she saw and wished to draw. Her fingers flew to copy down what Daphina had said, in little sketches rather than words, and her pencil paused when she realized that the last sketch was an outline of her own face. She'd drawn it enough times for practice to know every little nuance of her features, but she stumbled a little at the realization of what she was drawing. Her eyes were a little wider than normal as she looked over at Daphina, back to her page, and then back again. "Is it because I am beautiful-" People said it too often for Gia not to repeated it first." "Because I am ... outside-of-your-experience new, or because I am queer?" Odd, strange, queer, different, all words Gia had heard applied after the beautiful as reasons why she was outside of the acceptable box.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-29 09:25 pm UTC (link)
“It would be far more effective had he the brains to work beside it,” Daphina confirmed with a faint smirk. “His own daughter has been known to outwit him.” Because one aunt or the other had set her up to perform a very specific task and Thyme was nothing if not obliging. Daphina was also quite aware she was breaking her rule of conversation regarding her parental approval filter, but it did not seem to matter as much just now. Besides, what she had just said may as well have been a universal truth.

Quite transfixed by Gia’s face and fingers as she sketched, the blonde smiled as eyes widened and seemed to require a double-take of the page and Daphina herself. For a moment she thought she had said something wrong, or something that translated correctly in her own head, in the context of her own situation, but made no sense to anybody else. That question, however -- and she did love that beautiful had been listed first -- threw her a little. Mostly because, no matter what the rumour-mill told her, she did not find Gia to be as strange as some had claimed. Mouth open while she considered her answer (though not so open as to catch flies), Daphina settled for the simple and most obvious one. “Yes.” Then, because she felt as though she really ought to clarify: “You are certainly the first two, and we all of us have our peculiarities, do we not?” Watchers knew Daphina had hers. Her face lit almost impishly. “So… yes. But if it would make you feel better I can remove a category.” In almost the same breath, she leaned forward to sneak a closer look at the hand that had been sketching. “Do you play an instrument? Your fingers have the grace one associates with music.” Dexterity. That had been the word she meant, but she did not believe the sound of the word was half as complimentary as its meaning. And she thought Gia’s were graceful hands.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-30 01:41 am UTC (link)
Gia didn't even bother raising a hand to her mouth to cover the smirk that came when Daphina said her brother's daughter outwitted him. "She sounds like a little gem." She hadn't had much interaction with children, not even her own nephew, but she assumed that some of them must be delightful. She had been a delightful child by all accounts -- if occasionally very annoying or frustrating -- so by sheer logic others must be. One related to Daphina likely had more potential to be so, even if Daemyn was her father. If Gia thought about it, then she realized there was only one true child in the Taraias family now. Which was odd with so many of the Lord's children being more than grown enough to have children of their own.

Oh, Gia wished to reach forward and urge Daphina's mouth closed with a tap of her finger, but she resisted the urge until she had the answer she wanted. Part of her wished for her to say because she was beautiful and the rest wanted it to be because she was different. Maybe even because she matched the rumors about her. "Oh?" Gia asked, a little distracted at how much closer she had moved. "Which category would you remove?" As for the remark about her fingers, Gia found her ears turned red at that. The only other time she had had someone say things about her finger had been, well, in bed. "There is little I have not done," she replied, setting the pencil down so that she could stretch her fingers out in the mimic of a dance they might do on a flute. "I have played the flute, the harp... I tried the lute, but found it wanting, and have discovered an overall preference for the flute. I may even have brought one with me." Others may have called what she did next bold, but Gia didn't. Gia didn't have the same rules of conduct that other people did. She held her hands out, one palm up and the other down, towards Daphina, that one-sided smile back. "They are my personally viewed best feature."

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-30 03:04 am UTC (link)
Which category would she remove? Daphina looked intently at Gia for a moment, as though she could divine the answer from it, and maybe she could have done if she had looked a little longer but then it would begin to feel like the proverbial cat had run off with her tongue. “Why do easy questions seem to become hard when you ask them?” She was teasing, but at the same time there was far too much truth to it. “I’m quite torn. On the one hand I could remove the beautiful category, since I find it impossible to believe you do not know you are, and our peers would agree it is a truth. So is that not like saying I like you because the sky is blue?” Without thinking, Daphina had fallen into a visible mode of debate with herself, brow creasing delicately while she tried to voice her try of thought. “Then on the other hand I could remove the queerness -- but that is entirely subjective, else a mere codeword for someone who doesn’t prescribe to every degree of social etiquette. Like normalcy, I’m unconvinced of its existence as a general state of being.” Well, it was true. She understood structure and rules and such, but words like ‘normal’ did not actually mean a thing. Deciding she had reached the end of her likely unnecessarily long deliberation, she flashed a grin and tried not to fidget.

Watching Gia’s fingers play an instrument that was not actually there, Daphina chewed a little on the inside of her cheek. She had an urge to reach out, but… “I’m envious,” she admitted freely. “Green is not my colour -- wait, that is not true, I quite suit it.” She waved her tangent away. “I have never played an instrument. Singing and dancing, yes. Enough drawing lessons for me to claims I had a lady’s education.” Which really, was not much, and did not make her anywhere near as proficient an artist as Gia, whose hand movements she automatically mirrored. Her attention mostly remained on Gia hands and not her own -- then her face. Because that smile… she could hear that smile. “Your hands are definitely part faerie.” It was the first thing she could think of to say, and she hoped she didn’t sound as distracted as she probably looked. For just a second Daphina had to press her lips together to make certain her mouth was closed. “I believe I must have borrowed mine from a stable boy,” When compared to Gia’s, at least. “A stable boy with good skin,” She had clearly never done a day’s manual labour in her life.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-30 05:06 am UTC (link)
"Because the answer seems so simple that our minds reject it as too simple," Gia replied instantly, having struggled with the very same thing on more than one occasion. Though she had to admit that she enjoyed the teasing tone. How many people teased her these days? Now that she was out of child's clothing Ilario no longer did and he had really been the only one who had. By the time she had come to court she'd been grown most of the way into womanhood and people seemed too busy staring to tease, or being downright cruel because she was odd. Her expression was truly delighted by Daphina's answer. Although she had a point to observe. "I do not mind being queer, truly. I think of it in a very certain way since I think of a specific bit of social etiquette I refuse to observe." She liked the word itself, and the various meanings behind it, taking more than a little bit of pride in hearing people refer to her as such.

Laughing at the remark about green, and the subsequent removal of it, Gia couldn't help but imagine Daphina doing those things. "I can imagine you have a lovely voice." Dancing must also suit her with that frame. She wondered if she might ask her to dance for her sometime without being refused. "Had I just done what was necessary for a lady's education, I would be far less experienced. Alas, my grandfather humored me and my desire to learn everything I was curious about and here we are. I have a blacksmith -- a woman if you believe it -- in the city here who will let me observe her, perhaps even teach me if I have questions. Once my brother finds out I suspect he would pay her not to do it." Imagine his horror if she came back burned. Her cheeks were going to ache at the end of the day with how much Daphina made her smile, especially with the faerie comment. Her bottom lip found its way back between her teeth as she watched Daphina echo her movement, eyes tracing over hands that didn't look at all like those of a stable boy. "Your hands are lovely," she disagreed, shifting hers so close that she could actually feel the heat radiating off Daphina's palm. "I have sketched many hands, mostly women's, and even if they are short or stubby or overly large, they are still lovelier than a boy's could ever be. Yours..." Her voice drifted off and she found herself swallowing a little hard as she looked away from Daphina's hands and into her eyes again. "Could be called nothing but exactly suited to you." Gia was trying, and failing, not to imagine how they felt.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-30 02:10 pm UTC (link)
Daphina’s eyes lit up as she realised she had given an answer many might consider to be right, though how an opinion could be correct was beyond her. “Mm,” she nodded her understanding, though her head tilted ever-so-slightly. “Which bit will not you observe? I have been told I treat etiquette like a menu.” But if there were rumours of any strangeness about herself, she would have known. Nobody called her queer either behind closed doors or in open conversation. Nobody uttered a syllable about magic, save the one bizarre metaphor from a stable-hand at Deleik. Daphina had no idea how she might react if she learned that people were talking about her negatively in any way that she cared about, and realised she admired Gia more for it.

“Mother and father found me a vocal coach, though I didn’t need him,” she remarked without a hint of conceit. It was mere fact, and her mouth twisted in a display of how unimpressed that fact made her. “I think it was meant to entertain me. He called me Lark for weeks--” It was less of an emphasis than an unloading of disdain. “--until I refused to sing during lessons because caged larks are not known for their singing.” A small smile, somewhere between triumphant and vindictive, played about her lips. Sometimes it truly was the little victories that cheered her up. Daphina was both fascinated and horrified by the idea of learning in a forge, though the latter came from having been warned away from anything resembling a forge by the smiths themselves at home. Watchers, the farrier by Deleik would never let her near while he was shoeing her horse. Just in case. “Oh, fie on that. If he tries to pay her off I shall counter it,” she declared with a giggle of mischief. Overruling Lord Ridell suddenly seemed like fun.

There was a dance, Daphina had forgotten the name, where the couple did not touch. At least, not for most of it. The idea was to mirror each other’s moves as though you were physically joined, but there would always be an inch or so between your hands. As wish many dances, eye contact rarely broke. The whole point of the dance was to build tension, so those taking part were invariably couples and it was most often seen at weddings -- or, she supposed, at someone’s behest. With those thoughts and the compliment to her hands swirling through her head, Daphina allowed her face to give away how undeniably pleased she was feeling. Then she broke the one rule of the dance, hands shifting so they each caught one of Gia’s. Quite brazenly, at that. “I thought they might get cold,” she offered in excuse -- or rather, an excuse that only just hid a refusal to apologise. Since the mischief had not yet left her eyes and Gia’s hand were making her blush by virtue of being in her own, Daphina was not at all sorry.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-30 07:07 pm UTC (link)
Ask a gossip that question and the majority would give the same answer Gia was about to, while the rest would vary between this, that and the other. But Gia, and likely the majority of the court, would focus on precisely one part that made her queer in the eyes of many. Even if, she suspected, there were a larger number who wouldn't admit they might be just the same, with refusals to admit it for the shame it would supposedly bring to their family. "I refuse to observe the idea that I should marry a man and bear him children. This is nothing that the world does not seem to know, though it brings Ilario many headaches, and the lords still try their very best." Rune. That man who'd hung his jaw at her in the throneroom and sought her brother after. "So you should be careful lest I corrupt you." Now her voice had a teasing lilt, though she was partially serious. People talked, and she could occasionally be a favorite topic. She couldn't imagine Lord Daphisio Taraias being pleased if his daughter was painted with her brush.

"No lark," Gia agreed. "Though it is perfect that you sing... it makes you a true phoenix. Their songs are said to be the most beautiful and pure." Though she imagined they didn't sing in cages either. As for the matter of the blacksmith, Gia found herself giggling. "He may not thank you for that, but I surely would."

Gia's breath caught in her throat when Daphina caught her hands in her own, eyes widening with surprise. No apology was forthcoming, just something that Gia suspected was said more to say something than let the silence continue. Her cheeks were reddening again as Gia suspected hers might also be. Gia gave Daphina's hands a light squeeze. "Truly not the hands of a stableboy," she murmured, her thumbs rubbing lightly against the skin they were resting on. "The hands of a lady; well-cared for, soft..." Her thumb shifted, sliding between their hands to trace along what she could reach of Daphina's wrist, her smile returning as the surprise faded from her eyes. "Delicate wrists as well. Is all of you so soft?" The last was actually a whisper and Gia wouldn't be sure she'd said it unless Daphina reacted as it was a question she'd meant to keep inside her head.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-30 11:38 pm UTC (link)
“The lords who continue to try are often among those who can acknowledge two men can be attracted to each other but flounder when the concept of two women is introduced.” The smile she breathed actually pitied them. Mostly for lacking a certain capacity for critical thinking. But at the warning, no matter how much of it was teasing, Daphina’s features shifted into the signature smile she had once heard described as ‘potentially all-knowing and rather amused’. “You must know it isn’t possible to corrupt one with ‘honour’ among their family words,” she said in a tone that matched her expression, a moment before allowing herself a brief laugh. “Especially when ‘discretion’ is the other half.” Although if she was to be honest, she did not know how much of herself was truly that honourable or how things like that were quantified. The only rumours she had ever heard circulated about herself tended to paint her as quite the harpy or simply the model daughter. Whether or not she chose to disprove the former depended on her company.

Cheeks darkening from the renewed phoenix comparison, one of Daphina’s shoulders rose as though it was stuck halfway through a shrug and stayed there. She wanted to say that she did not think she quite did the phoenix justice if that were the case, but then Gia would say something else, she would turn the same colour as her dress -- and did that not seem frightfully self-serving? Despite being sure her own train of thought had turned her face the same crimson as her dress, she dropped her shoulder again and wrinkled her nose. “As a rule, precious few men thank me for anything.” The fact that the loss of Lord Ridell’s gratitude (and possibly good graces) meant very little to her went unsaid. “If you wish to learn in the smithy you should have that right.” After all, the lady who worked there obviously learned from someone. The commoner-versus-nobility argument was terribly tedious when used as a reason for noble women to not do something.

The faintest panicked mantra (please do not spark, do not burn, do not freeze--) played in a corner of Daphina’s head, though she was distracted by her need to swallow as she truly took note of Gia’s skin. She had the strangest concern that if she did swallow, it would somehow be very loud and demand attention. No, it made no sense and she knew that, but she was also preoccupied watching Gia’s face with fascination while she made her assessment about her hands. There was something about her manner of movement that only cemented the idea Gia was part faerie even further in Daphina’s mind. I have delicate wrists? That was something the blonde would have considered further if the question that followed it had not suddenly knocked from her a breath that she’d not realised she was holding. In the space it took her to breath in again, she became acutely aware (unless she was imagining it) that the heat in her face had spread right down her neck. “Yes.” It was likely some degree of improper to answer that -- had Gia been anyone else, Daphina would have had little to no problem pretending nothing had been said -- but it was a little late for that now. So she actually considered the answer given and elaborated. “Perhaps not the soles of my feet, but they are subjected to the same bath oils. Else I daresay my hands would be more rough: I like riding without gloves.” Biting her lip, she wondered if it was either bad form or simply improper to turn that question around and send it back -- or both. So she settled for watching Gia and knowing her own ears were probably pink by now. Against blonde hair that was most unflattering.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-05-31 02:46 am UTC (link)
"If that were true then it should be true that no one can outwit someone with 'wit' in their words." Still, Gia was pleased by the fact that Daphina was not at all bothered by what she had just said. She has suspected she wouldn't be, but to have it confirmed was another thing entirely. Eyebrow quirking at that shoulder, expecting a shrug, Gia smirked when Daphina stopped the motion. I win that. It was a small victory, but it was one nonetheless, and she enjoyed these little victories. "Thank you. There are few people who think that I should be allowed to do as I wish." Very few. Even her grandfather, the man who spoiled her, likely would disapprove of her spending time in a smithy.

Having no idea that Daphina was concerned about her Gift sparking up -- literally -- Gia was able to just enjoy the skin-on-skin contact. It had been too long since she'd had anything like this. There was an extra thrill to be sitting in a library with her palms pressed to Daphina's, seeing the color she turned and feeling her own skin flushing in response. "Yes," Gia repeated, amazed that she had been answered, that she had asked it, her amazement showing on her face. "Soles tend to be rough," she agreed, her voice light as her mind spun that response over and over in her mind. Now she was imagining it. Thankfully she was already blushing, so it couldn't get much worse. Yet. Freeing one of her hands, Gia did something she'd been thinking about even though she knew it was undeniably improper, brushing the tip of a finger against the lip Daphina had bitten. "If you do that too hard, you will make yourself bleed. Harder yet, you will scar." Her finger lingered most inappropriately. "Such lovely lips should not be scarred. They should be pampered." Pull away now, the strictest part of her mind instructed. You have been too close for too long. Behave yourself. Gia was just as bad at listening to herself as she was anyone else.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-05-31 11:34 pm UTC (link)
Daphina, a woman who believed that one should do whatever one could get away with within reason, could not say she felt any form of shame for having answered the question to begin with. It had seemed like the most normal thing in the world, though there were those in court who would consider it quite the opposite, and now she found she could not draw her attention away from Gia’s reaction. Though for reasons unknown to herself she wriggled the toes of one foot when the comments about soles was confirmed. Still, since she had -- at some point -- at least considered turning that question around… the subject was on her mind and it was most distracting. Proper or not, she needed to remember to tell Gia how much of a distraction she could be in a library.

The finger on her lip gave Daphina a slight mental start -- enough for her to more or less do as she was being told and release it. The effect of suddenly letting that lower lip go resulted in something of a jutting pout for a moment, and if asked she would forever deny that it was potentially deliberate. Because it was not. “I was not biting hard,” she defended, not particularly knowing why she had opened that line of discussion while also weighing up the rest of what Gia had said. She could think of only one real way to pamper lips when cosmetics were absent, and for all of a moment Daphina’s mouth curled up at one corner in a manner that made her seem inexplicably triumphant where it marked Gia’s amusement. Without daring to put too much thought into the matter, the blonde leaned over and placed a soft kiss on lips she half-worried might run away with the woman they belonged to. Wasn’t that how it usually worked at court? Though her now-free hand seemed to have touched a finger to Gia jawline, and it did not seem like she was fleeing in horror.

“Forgive me; that was horribly forward and I am a shameless opportunist.” While having not technically moved, Daphina had… stopped. Because… well, she could not explain why besides the voice of self-criticism playing in her mind, informing her she could have burned the library down and she would never have noticed. Which was likely true. Unless Gia now slapped her for her behaviour, she did not care -- if she was going to be completely honest she had wanted to do that since she laid eyes on her.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-06-01 02:18 am UTC (link)
Everything that Gia had been thinking or observing -- how warm Daphina's remaining hand was in hers, how smooth her lips had seemed under her finger, the amusement at the pout that had come once she stopped biting -- ground to a halt that was so loud Gia was sure it should've been heard in the room. It should've been heard all over the castle when she realized that Daphina was leaning closer. When she kissed her, Gia couldn't have moved away if she'd wanted to, and she very much didn't want to. It wasn't until there was a space between their lips again that Gia even realized Daphina had placed a finger on her jaw. She wasn't going to complain about that, either. A giddy part of her mind thought that she wouldn't have complained about anything Daphina did so long as it didn't involve running away.

After Daphina apologized, if it was a true apology, Gia stared at her with a strange sort of wonder. When had a woman ever kissed her instead of the other way around? Had that ever happened? No, normally she was the one to make the first move as it was, the one to cross that line, and it was a very special sort of thrilling to be the one who was kissed first. It did away with the sense of guilt she got when she kissed women who weren't Eileen. For whatever reason she didn't feel that as she continued to look at Daphina, her hand going up to brush a stray piece of hair behind one reddened ear, using it as an excuse to touch the skin there and just behind the ear. Soft, as she said.

"Why apologize?" she asked, her voice more hushed than it had been before, though her eyes were doubtlessly sparkling and she had a silly sort of smile on her face. "I believe I have been flirting with you since you responded to my first question." She'd been trying to at least. It seemed she had succeeded. "And if you must apologize, then I will have to plead your pardon." Gia couldn't have cared less if the whole court had suddenly poured into the library, she was claiming a longer kiss; partially because she couldn't deny how much she wanted it, and partially to reveal in the amazement that she didn't feel her usual guilt.

Or did that come later? Gia hardly cared.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-06-02 01:17 am UTC (link)
Indeed, she had apologised (though whether she had meant it would be a mystery even to her if she allowed her mind to slow down and think about it), but Daphina found herself wishing that she’d not actually stopped at all. Obviously, she wished to kiss Gia or else she never would have done so to begin with, and the way the other woman was now staring at her just made her want to do it again. Partly for having not gone anywhere. (Yet.) Her thoughts danced along the line that separated her pleasure at Gia’s continued presence (and lack of horror) from her concerns over whether she ought to have even done that. Concerns that were swiftly smothered. As a rule, Daphina did not like to second-guess herself; it was frequently counterproductive and achieved less than some seemed to believe.

She felt her features smile slightly as Gia managed to tickle just behind her ear, prompting goosebumps to spread down to her neck to what felt like partway down her upper arm. Daphina watched her own finger trace a line down the other’s jaw and up... marking the edge of an imaginary mask even as her thumb brushed that cheekbone. If she kept going they would meet. It only vaguely registered that there had been hair loose, which meant it was imperfect and needing fixing, but she truly was not that invested in it.

“Why apologise,” she echoed, though it was not a question as much as a statement she appeared to be confused about. It occurred to Daphina that it was good she’d not moved, else she may not have heard what Gia was saying. “You are still there.” Not precisely an answer to the question, but rather an observation, and very nearly a disbelieving one. They usually departed in an effort to pretend nothing had happened. Watchers, but those eyes were staggeringly beautiful this close, and she would have said so but it was rude to interrupt -- possibly especially when the speaker was reminding you of flirtations. A reminder that immediately received a smile that showed how welcome it was. “Plead my--” Oh. Her understanding barely cut her off before Gia had the chance to, though that would have been interesting. A giddiness tilted the room slightly -- not the sort one associated with a lack of air, but a quickened pulse and the kind of overwhelming Daphina had always supposed she’d left behind in her teenage years. At court, no less. Probably in that book… The corners of her mouth curved up involuntarily at the memory of the book she still had not had the chance to read, but she could not say she was sorry. It could wait.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-06-02 02:56 am UTC (link)
Today had turned out to be a wonderful thing, and it was hardly even half over. Gia amazed that she had set out with the simple goal of creating something she likely wouldn't finish now only to now be in what her brother would've called a compromising situation. 'Stop getting yourself into compromising situations' was his usual response anytime a servant's tongue wagged near him. One would think he'd get used to it by now. Her fingers are so soft... Gia's thoughts found themselves focusing on that, on how Daphina was tracing along her skin. Had she been a cat she imagined she'd have been purring by now, as it was, she knew her skin was warming under that touch.

What a strange and refreshing thing it was to not wonder what would happen after a kiss. When Gia pulled back she found herself short of breath, an airy laugh falling from her lips. "Where would I go?" she asked, the teasing lilt back in her voice. Her forehead bumped against Daphina's and stayed there, enjoying the warmth of her skin and hoping that she hadn't broken into a sweat from the sheer thrill at what this meeting had turned into. For the first time in she wasn't sure how long, Gia's thoughts were firmly set on one thing without little flutterings pulling her away. "I could run out of the library, this is true, but then I would be at a loss because I am certain your face is going to be lodged in my mind, and if it were not then surely the feel of your lips would haunt me. That may well happen no matter what I do." Her hand stayed where it had found its way to on the side of Daphina's neck, the tips of her fingers tickling at the back as she took the chance to get exactly right in her mind the exact shade of her eyes. "You have claimed a first I never thought would be claimed; you kissed me before I kissed you. I was right, you are a phoenix." Now her mind began to work again, though it still had Daphina at the center, imaging how she might look if she had fiery wings. "Do you often catch the pretty ladies by such surprise?"

Gia would have been shocked if Daphina instead claimed she didn't. She seemed the sort who would, which might very well be why she found herself so charmed by her.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-06-02 05:19 pm UTC (link)
Daphina felt she could have answered that question had the room not still been tilting, and her mind not still focused on senses other than sight. The scent of Gia distracted her from what Gia was saying -- no, that was untrue, her laughter had. And for a bewildered moment, she was unsure what had been funny. Almost in answer, though, she had felt her head consider turning to the door before changing its mind and allowing her eyes to track as far in that direction as they could without the rest of her moving. They shot right back to Gia face the moment she gave the answer herself and then continued with a ‘but’. Her reasoning -- lodged… haunt… -- combined with the tickling at the back of Daphina’s neck elicited a small shiver that took her by surprise. When was the last time a woman managed to that with such minimal effort? “I am afraid it seems you may be stuck with me whatever you choose,” she said archly, watching Gia watch her. Were anybody to walk in at that moment the nature of their… exchange would no doubt appear questionable, and she supposed it was by some standards, but she had never been the type to startle away from something that marked her as guilty. That only made the guilt a certainty, and she preferred plausible deniability.

A first. Not trying particularly hard to keep the smugness out of the delight that brought, Daphina tilted her head slightly. “I could not resist.” Rather, she would not resist, since she had outstanding impulse control. Usually. “It would have been a sin.” All wasted opportunities were, to her mind -- more so if they looked like Gia. As for any other pretty ladies… This time Daphina’s head did turn slightly towards the general direction of the door. “Surprise, yes, but never quite so well-received,” she admitted, very nearly amused. “When I was last at court they often excused themselves and returned when they thought nobody was looking.” Which was both hilarious and a little insulting, but did not particularly bother her. As far as the world was concerned even she was one hundred percent the model daughter. “My sense of opportunism is not to everyone’s taste.” Though she gave no hint of actually caring about that detail. Gia was not everyone.

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[info]neverfitin
2017-06-02 07:08 pm UTC (link)
"I may well be," Gia agreed. "I do not think that I mind." The idea of having Daphina's sparkling eyes and playful smile dancing in her mind was more appealing than the ones that were usually there. Playful smiles and light laughs were so much better than sad ones. Who would choose sadness and longing over delight and the ability to have? Part of the reason Gia was keeping contact with Daphina was doubtlessly because she was making up for time when she couldn't do that same thing. Did she think of servants or prying eyes? No, she truly didn't, and she wouldn't even should she hear of it later from someone else. Gia was shameless and that was one of the reasons the gossips were likely so very fond of her; she made their job terribly easy.

Gia found herself smirking at Daphina's remarks, touching her thumb to the corner of the blonde's mouth. "Not many can claim to wear smugness well, but you are among them." Some people just looked self-satisfied or annoying. Daphina was neither of that sort. Another laugh was drawn out of her at being told not kissing her would have been a sin. "I think," she gasped out, laughter having taken the breath that kissing had left. "You have a view on sin I enjoy. Pray do not let the clergy hear or else they will surely find a way to set you some penance." They were here, ironically enough, for a celebration of the Creator. Using her free hand to wipe away a tear that had formed in her eye as she laughed, Gia regarded what she was told. "I know very well what that is like, and decided years ago that should I ever be on that side I would never do what was done to me. Even if it is understandable along certain lines..." Gia let her voice trail off, shrugging one shoulder. It felt strangely freeing to be there with Daphina in that moment, and she doubted her smile would vanish no matter what thoughts crossed her mind. "I imagine my years at court may have been more enjoyable had I met you in place of your sister, or my brother's now-wife, but I do not think you were here then." Gia liked to play games like that where she imagined the past differently than it was, more favorable, though there was no malice to it.

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[info]inmyelements
2017-06-04 12:56 pm UTC (link)
“Nor do I,” Daphina murmured, fully aware that she could not leave the room without taking some of it -- her -- with her. She would gladly carry Gia’s found around with her, even if it meant she had to invent the tallest of tales for the maid she did not trust as to why she was singing absent-mindedly when her hair was brushed.Or even taller tales should she spark off with whichever sort of magic… “I’ve heard women say thus about my brother and his arrogance.” It was a distracted comment, mostly because her thoughts were focused quite sharply on what had been said about her, and she imagined the colour in her face remained quite high. “Then they realise he is quite stupid.” Arrogance could not be called true arrogance if one had the proof of the reason, to Daphina’s mind, but Daemyn did not think to provide it. If one was rightfully smug, however, it was because of something that had already been achieved. “You are successfully feeding my ego,” she added, amused. Actually, Gia’s continued presence was doing that, but it did not hurt to say it.

Truth be told, Daphina had never considered her view on sin. With the exception of this context -- which she very much liked -- it was a subject of confusion. If ‘abstract’ had been a colour, her grasp on morality was painted in it. Consequently, she appreciated the first sentence as it was intended before sweeping it off… somewhere. At the idea of the clergy and its church, she gave a strangely ladylike snort. “I seem to be quite allergic to the clergy.” Said as though she was commenting on the latest developments in this season’s fashion, Nightmares about the church discovering she was Gifted and dragging her away had that effect. “As men and women they are certainly pleasant enough--” People were like that. “--but I’ve no interest in the rest.” ‘The Rest’ being a whole religion, and one that this whole celebration was based around, no less. She was very tempted to add that her father might actually pay off her penance, or try to, but as much as she was willing to snipe at her brother where he could not defend himself (not that he was capable) she could not allow herself to speak of her Lord Daphisio in a manner that might paint him in a bad light. “I did not blame them. If a man had done the same to me I would have slapped with a hand that, in this room, would likely have held a book.” Daphina was not sorry for that fact and could not make herself sound it. Somehow it was… different when a man decided to attempt that. The word ‘intimidating’ would never make it past her teeth, but she was only a little thing. “I came to court… Watchers, ten years ago.” She blinked at the revelation, then dismissed it. “I stayed a full four years until father insisted I come home.-- I preferred court.” She paused, then burst into a fit of giggles, surprising even herself. Daphina was not a giggler. “I think if we’d met, father may have figuratively lynched me for the lack of suitors. I would have been too distracted to make the effort of socialising with men.”

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[info]neverfitin
2017-06-05 03:56 pm UTC (link)
Gia rolled her eyes good-naturedly at the comment about Daphina's brother. She'd heard things about Sir Daemyn, she was sure many at court had, and she only believed half of them. However after this encounter with his sister she thought she might believe a few more of them. A stupid Taraias, that must be a curse on the family, especially with him being the heir. Janna had always seemed quite clever, Daphina did as well, Daphisio was known for it and what Gia had heard of Amadeo said that he wasn't unintelligent either. "Well," Gia declared as she took the last sip from her tea cup, "I doubt I will come to that realization for you, little phoenix, seem quite the opposite of stupid." Her crooked smile came back. "You have stoked mine for what I am sure will be days, I am merely repaying the favor."

Ah, the clergy. Gia had had many encounters with them, especially when she was younger, and it had been suggested more than once that she join with them. She disagreed on sheer principle that that was even close to a good idea. She was far from faithful. If anything? She considered the gods of the druids were probably closer to the truth. They were more varied and wasn't it more likely that there were many rather than simply a few? "You will find no lecture forthcoming from me on morality for according to the clergy, I am hopeless. I have ever been a frustration to them." It was almost like a game at this point. "I would nearly want to see a man kiss you just for that reaction," Gia said with a grin. "Though only that reason. I almost fear I should be jealous if I saw such a thing." The differences between court and home were ones Gia knew well, and she also preferred court. "Court was ever more enjoyable for me, but alas, I did not wish to be a lady-in-waiting so staying permanently seemed quite out of the question else I would have, and your father would have likely found reason to dislike me." Gia didn't think she would mind. She'd heard Lord Daphisio was a clever man, surely he would be clever enough to figure her out.

"Your family does intend to stay the whole year, I hope?"

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