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Tweak says, "Why am I so obviously insane?"

Rose Hathaway :: Vampire Academy (lildampeer) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-08-23 18:51:00

Entry tags:

alicia spinnet, damon salvatore, georgina kincaid, katniss everdeen, regina mills, rose hathaway

In case there's actually anyone else left who gives a shit, it looks like Cami's gown again.

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Because, of course she is. Of course. I should know that if I actually start to trust someone and let them in and let them help, they're just going to vanish on me. It's like that Robert Frost poem they made us read in English once. Nothing gold can stay. Nothing good can last in this place. I'm probably fooling myself if I think it can.

She was helping me. I felt like I could actually talk to her. It's selfish. I'm as selfish as Lissa thinks I am, but I needed her and now she's gone and it fucking sucks and I don't really know what I'm going to do.

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	thisgrlisonfire 2015-08-23 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	You sound like you don't. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-23 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Actually, I sound like I think I'm the only one who does. Which is probably true, considering everyone she knew from her world has been gone awhile. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	everymansdream 2015-08-24 12:02 am UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure others did. She was a friend of Jacen's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-24 12:13 am UTC (link)
	Hard to tell since she died and no one said a word about it for days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	everymansdream 2015-08-24 12:21 am UTC (link)
	~~And neither did y~~ Yes, that is a shame. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	jeditraitor 2015-08-25 11:33 am UTC (link)
	No one includes you Rose. You really do need to get over yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-26 01:13 am UTC (link)
	I didn't really know her then. We didn't start ~~meeting~~ hanging out until after she came back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2015-08-26 12:27 pm UTC (link)
	That's not the point. I know for a fact Marcel was the one to announce her death. I don't blame him for taking a day or so to do it. He was heartbroken. I could feel it. Just don't assume what anyone thinks or believes. Its not a good look for you. And for the record, I really will miss her (Reply to this) (Parent)

	frostandsnow 2015-08-25 11:29 am UTC (link)
	People give a shit Rose, just eventually it becomes... You get used to it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-25 01:00 pm UTC (link)
	That's bullshit. I've seen plenty of death, but you don't stop grieving for the people you lose just because it happens a lot. And everyone else had people who missed them right away, so don't give me people are used to it. She just didn't really have anyone here the way a lot of other people do. Who knows, maybe that's why it sent her back home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow
2015-08-26 12:30 pm UTC (link)

Honey I've seen you all come and go, over six years now. Not everyone has someone who misses them right away. Not everyone gets mourned. Its a sad fact of life that the world keeps going.

And I've seen people get jaded. I've seen people die and come back, I've seen it when people don't come back like expected. The seal takes people, sometimes they come back sometimes they don't.

You might disagree Hathaway but that doesn't make me wrong

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	someonehasto 2015-08-25 11:36 am UTC (link)
	Well, that sucks. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-25 01:04 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, tell me about it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	mostresilient 2015-08-25 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	I am sure her being sent home is affecting others. Everyone deals with loss in different ways. Rose I wasn't aware that you and Cami were close, dear. (Reply to this) (Thread)

lildampeer
2015-08-25 05:43 pm UTC (link)

I'm just saying, she didn't seem to have that many people here who were there for her. Not like some of us.

ROSEGINA

We weren't, really. She was just... helping me with some stuff, I guess. She's a good person. She deserved more than what she got here.

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	ROSEGINA mostresilient 2015-08-28 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	Helping you with what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ROSEGINA lildampeer 2015-08-28 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	Just... I don't know... Stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ROSEGINA mostresilient 2015-08-31 12:12 am UTC (link)
	I hope you don't think that answer is acceptable enough for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ROSEGINA lildampeer 2015-08-31 12:36 am UTC (link)
	She's a shrink. Are you really going to make me spell it out for you? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-25 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	Shit. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-25 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	That's pretty much what I said when I went by her place and found all her stuff gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-25 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. Rum or bourbon? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-27 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	Contributing to the delinquency of a minor, Als? I'm shocked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-27 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	You wouldn't be considered one where I'm from. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-27 04:28 pm UTC (link)
	Well, that will definitely make a difference to the cops here if we get caught! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-27 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	Good thing I can hide us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-27 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	This is probably a bad idea, but okay. Run me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-27 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Deal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2015-08-28 02:32 am UTC (link)
	... thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aliciabspinnet 2015-08-29 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	Anytime. (Reply to this) (Parent)