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Jacen Solo actually won the Ultimate Showdown (jeditraitor) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-07-25 15:49:00

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camille o'connell, georgina kincaid, jacen solo, marcel gerard, sam winchester

Blocked from those from home.
So, that's Danni, subject to my very first crush on an older woman. Back when I was younger, more naive and a good deal less willing to wipe out populations for the good for the galaxy.

Never thought I'd see her again. Much less a her that's now a lot younger than me.

How does one broach the subject of how the years can change someone. And should I really just leave out the word Sith?

[Georgina]

Silly thing was, much as we'd never have worked as a couple, for ages after she left I always assumed if I saw her again we'd be friends.

Where to even begin? I'm meeting her for coffee, any advice.

[Sam]

What the kriff is my life Winchester?

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	everymansdream 2015-07-25 03:21 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have to get into it really, if you don't want to. But things might come up. [Jacen] Why is that silly? You can be friends. Coffee is a good place to start. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2015-07-25 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	Inevitibly. Always do sooner or later. [Georgina] Because she doesn't know me. Not this me. And part of me likes that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-25 04:01 pm UTC (link)
	Then let her get to know this you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-25 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	Its not that simple. Things changed after she left. A lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-25 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	You could focus on her during the meeting, and what she does. She'll have a lot of questions about this world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-25 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	That will only work for so long. She's always been perceptive. Do you mind watching the twins when I'm out. Explaining they're Tahiri's will only just confuse the issue further. ~~Besides they've taken to you pretty well~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-25 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	It'll buy you time at least. You know I don't mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-25 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	That it might. I suppose it's worth a shot. Cami suggested honesty but I'm not sure that'd go well right now. I know. I appreciate it though, you know that don't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-25 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	Well I wouldn't suggest lying, but waiting could be good. Yeah - you tell me pretty regularly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-25 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	Waiting is the plan. I'll tell her about the kids. Maybe not who their mother is. But that can come with time. I do try to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-25 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	Are you going to bring her by? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-26 12:49 am UTC (link)
	You think I've thought that far ahead?! I've thought as far as coffee. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-26 12:56 am UTC (link)
	Let me know when you get to thinking, Solo. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-26 01:02 am UTC (link)
	Takes me at least two to think. You should know that by this point surely (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-26 01:02 am UTC (link)
	I may have noticed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-26 01:15 am UTC (link)
	I can quit any time I want. Just...not the forseeable future (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-26 01:17 am UTC (link)
	Thinking or our [...] arrangement? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-26 01:19 am UTC (link)
	...I'd actually moved back to the coffee argument. Is our arrangement something you've been thinking about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-26 01:23 am UTC (link)
	I would never argue with you over coffee. I love coffee. Particular white chocolate mochas. Not really. Should I be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-26 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	See, I don't get that. There's black coffee. And weird other coffee. You like weird other coffee. Not at all. I just wonder sometimes if you're content as we are. You didn't sign on for liing together or my twins and now we're there all the time (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-27 12:38 am UTC (link)
	I went a long time drinking black coffee. The flavored things are amazing and I hope they're here to stay. Yeah, it's fine with me. I love the kids. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-27 12:46 am UTC (link)
	No. They're weird and I don't trust them. And they basically adore you. I just needed to know it wasn't too much too soon or anything. Our arrangement being what it was (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-27 12:48 am UTC (link)
	You're the weird one. Of course they do - I'm easy to adore. It's fine, Jacen, as long as you don't start bringing a girl home, because then it could get a little awkward if I'm only wearing a teddy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-27 01:17 am UTC (link)
	...can't argue that. Oh come on, it would be pretty funny. It would almost be worth it. But I'm perfectly happy with things as they are. I have no wish to complicate this. Of course that's not to say you can't find nourishment elsewhere should you need to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-27 01:24 am UTC (link)
	I do, fairly regularly. No offense, but I can only take so much from you at once for it to do much good for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-27 01:57 am UTC (link)
	Not shiny and heroic enough. No offence taken (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-27 01:58 am UTC (link)
	It happens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina jeditraitor 2015-07-27 02:04 am UTC (link)
	It's who you are. Whatever this is, it works, if we need more, we get it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Georgina everymansdream 2015-07-27 02:08 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Jacen \| Cami fightcompulsion 2015-07-25 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Hey. Seems like she brings up a lot of memories for you. Do you want to talk about it? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami jeditraitor 2015-07-25 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	What have I said about psychoanyalysing me Cami I just, I guess what do you say to someone who hasn't seen you in a pretty life altering decade. She knew a different Jacen (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami fightcompulsion 2015-07-25 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not psychoanyalysing you Jacen. I'm asking if you want to talk about something as your friend. You tell them truth, you be who you are now and be honest. So what was this different Jacen like? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami jeditraitor 2015-07-25 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	Idealistic, stupidly so, philisophical, questioning everything. I did tell amazing jokes, no one seemed to get my humour of course. ...I just know she won't accept it. It would be wrong to tell her the whole story then make her forget it right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami fightcompulsion 2015-07-26 01:06 am UTC (link)
	Do you ever miss it? Being stupidly idealistic? You're going to have to clue me into these jokes. Why do you think she wont accept it? It would be wrong to tell her and make her forget, that wouldn't be good for either of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jacen | Cami

jeditraitor
2015-07-26 01:17 am UTC (link)

I miss not seeing the bigger picture.

Who I was before, he had all these ideas but no idea how to go about them. Sometimes to bring lasting peace you have to stir the pot a little. But she won't accept it because, would you? Would anyone? I know what I have done and more than that I know why.

Some things are a step to far for most people.

No, believe me, you don't want the jokes. No one wanted the jokes.

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	Jacen \| Cami fightcompulsion 2015-07-26 01:19 am UTC (link)
	I have a feeling if you want to, you can get back to seeing the bigger picture. I think you'd be surprised what some people are willing to accept, and to forgive. I don't know her, so I really can't say what she could or could not take, but people cane surprise you. Now I'm just even more curious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami jeditraitor 2015-07-26 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	You're very optimistic. Has anyone ever said. I know people can, people frequantly do. I just think the me back then wouldn't have reacted well to hearing that about someone else. ...no really, you don't want to know. They were traumatic for all concerned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen \| Cami fightcompulsion 2015-07-28 06:10 pm UTC (link)
	Once or twice over the last two years. Maybe not, but do you think they would start to understand? Oh, I do. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	lastnoteinasong 2015-07-26 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	You're better off telling her before she finds out from someone else. You kknow how this place works. Secrets don't stay secret for very long. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2015-07-26 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	You're right. You are. Just, she knew a Jacen before everything kind of...fell apart. She's the first one from home, not to look at me with that... They all have this look in their eyes, even without meaning to, that they're not sure if I'm going to lose it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lastnoteinasong 2015-07-26 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	I normally am. Still, it's better coming from you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2015-07-27 12:41 am UTC (link)
	Oh really. That's probably the case. I suppose we'll see how it goes (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lastnoteinasong 2015-07-27 11:10 am UTC (link)
	Well, not always. Just, often. Good luck, man. I know it's hard when the way someone looks at you changes. (Reply to this) (Parent)