I feel jealous. I feel jealous and I have no reason to feel jealous because I thought I'd made my peace with being alone but I feel jealous and it's strange. Is anyone else feeling things they don't think they should be feeling? Of course, now I feel lonely and I miss him all over again, which doesn't help.
At the very least I'm sleeping better. I'm thankful for that.
I was thinking, if you'd like, we could have tea and go over more ideas for the med centre. I talked to my superiors at the university and they said that they'll keep me at the three classes this term and assign me a TA to grade papers so that I can help with the rebuilding and be there more to assist with patients.