Lissa Dragomir (littlequeen) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2015-05-22 21:49:00 |
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Entry tags: | allison argent, buffy summers, lissa dragomir, regina mills |
They come first.
I never understood it fully until recently. I never understood the feeling of coming last, of not truly mattering, of not being protected. Of being alone.
I thought I understood what it meant to be alone after losing my family, but I had Rose. I had Rose, and after Rose I had Christian. I even came to rely on Dimitri.
They come first.
I lost Christian. I lost Rose.
Maybe I expected too much, maybe I expected to matter. Maybe I expected the support in the funeral, in ....
I hate putting so much pressure on Allison and I can't make the healing charms as much as I'd like to after everything...
Sydney and Adrian are wedding planning.
I just am alone.