Am I sure that I want to be able to have a child that's part you and me? That I want to be able to give you that too? That I want a chance to be a mom? How is that even a question?
You have no idea how much it hurts that I can't and that's my fault because I've been keeping it from you. But look. You don't want it. That's fine.
I'll just wish for pictures of my mom or something.