I'm not asking you to. I didn't say that you were. Do you know I've lost you twice now? Kriffing twice. To see you here like this now..how am I supposed to just accept it? Tell me.
That isn't what I meant. She's the one good thing about this place, probably the only good thing about me right now. I can't ask her. She doesn't need this on top of everything else. I can't ask you, I can't ask anyone. So just let me deal with it my own way.