January 19th, 2014
The job is off the table, the weird factor just flipped off all the radars. That is if my own instincts can even be trusted at the moment. Guy fell for my simply being overbooked and the freaky weather actually helped, along with a cold of all things.
And how can I trust people again when my heart is sure I'll just be betrayed again? Because right now that war inside my head is still going (and well nightmares of the cage are not helping either).
Okay, so aside from fixing Sam, has anyone stopped to wonder, what is it we actually do now? We stopped the Apocalypse. So is that it?
[Filtered to Derek Hale]
Hi. Just wondering if you're okay.
[Filtered to Hook]
I am contemplating deep and meaningful things, distract me!
Okay, I admit it. I am completely overwhelmed here. Vampires, hell, souls. This is all way more than I'm used to. I'm a guy from Texas, I drill for oil. What the fuck am I even supposed to do here?
Also, someone coulda warned me not to Google my family name. My Daddy and my Momma are characters from some old soap opera?
i just want to go home.
this was meant to be a holiday and
suppose relaxing is a dream after all
some fun that was.
now robins going to have a baby and we wont get to
all i wanted was one weekend away from
with him.
and all of them and
just us
[just a deleted post, not blank so nothing to see here.]
[instead a text sent to Cas is the only thing here.]
>>the theme was disney.
So how do we help her now?
This is me trying to trust and let people in
Anyone got a good trick to lose some nasty eye gunk? Sort of think I caught a cold at some point during the haze.
*Separate to doctors*
Can I get some sleeping pills? Not long term, just want a night or two without the nightmares tagging along and finally lose this cold.
Can't even trust my own instincts at the moment, so why trust now?
I would like to extend my greetings now that I am use to this strange device. And once more my thanks to you Jesse for helping Legolas and myself.
[Texts to Katerina]
>>She turned it back on.
>>But she's spiraling.
>>She blames herself for Kol's death. For the others being in the cage. For not holding out long enough with the emotion flip.
>>I don't know how to help her. Other than to be patient and gentle and loving and kind to her.
>>And what the hell am I supposed to tell Henrik? We can't keep lying to him.
I can't
I'm sorry.
[ooc: Guess who has her feels back on! For reference, she was in Crowley's basement, getting the Lexi treatment and has now bolted upstairs to one of the rooms there and locked herself in. This post comes after several attempts that were deleted as fast as she posted them.]
[Crowley]
»It was supposed to be for the better but it just looks like it's for worse
»She's going to click off and not come back, I'm going to lose her to this
»You don't understand how heightened our emotions are
»Everything she's feeling, I can't even
»How am I supposed to sit here and watch her just suffer?
»How do you get over Hell?
»I can't do this
[So basically, blank text. Sorry, Crowley! Be confused at your vampire!]
[Bekah]
»I love you
»You know that, right?
[Rosemarie]
»So, drinks
»Those should happen
What are your thoughts on dinner parties?
Harry
I don't know what to say
I wish you never had to experience
If only I had seen
How're you, dear?
Emma
I hate having to do this
I'd like to take Henry out for lunch on Saturday, if it's all right with you both.
Henry
If Emma says it's all right, how would you feel about having lunch with me this Saturday?
How are the dreams? Any improvement?