This time she did let her head fall back and hit the wall with a dull thud, which was almost like banging her head against it. "You are aware that the more mature response would be to learn how to handle losing control, right?" He was so incredibly frustrating.
She had to actually grit her teeth, wanting so badly to just scream at him, to throw things at his stupidly stubborn head. She could practically feel the energy vibrating with her need to lash out and she had to actually stand up and pace around to let it out, at least a little bit.
"You really see it that way, don't you. You don't see it the way we do. You don't see that my happiness is tainted by my fear that you'll kill Stefan because you're bored one day. You don't see how much it hurts me that the reason you don't right now is Caroline's feelings, not mine. Fucking hell, Nik, you're just so..." She trailed off with an actual growl of frustration, almost pulling her hair out.
"You know what, you nearly did lose me, not to Stefan, not to someone else, but to Hell. And even now, you still question whether or not you can trust me? If you're going to be that fucking stupid, then you can just get out right now, because I am not listening to this. I sacrificed myself for you, and you haven't even thanked me for it, yet you talk about the things I should be grateful to you for."