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Shay ([info]1st_cutter) wrote in [info]wariscoming,
@ 2010-01-29 23:14:00

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Entry tags:shay, spike

Who: Shay & Spike
Where: Roof of the apartments
When: After dark
Warnings: Potential disturbing/triggering imagery (Shay isn't the leader of the Cutters because she likes doing hair)


Two weeks, it had been two weeks since she'd arrived here and the dead silence in her own head where the rest of the Cutters should be was finally getting to her, she'd tried outrunning it, tried ignoring it, tried filling it up with television and music and it hadn't helped, if anything it had made it worse.

She'd kept herself busy during the day, when she couldn't board, she'd even managed to collect some money for clothes and supplies, just like back in the Smoke where everything was traded for something else. She'd done this by way of odd jobs around the neighborhood. People, it seemed, wanted to believe she was just one of the local kids trying to get some money for summer vacation activities. One memorable afternoon she'd set herself up a card table at a street market and convinced people that she was entering in a regional beauty contest, but didn't have enough money for gown, swimsuit, makeup, bus tickets and entry fee. She'd made an inordinate amount of money on that, at least, she supposed it was a lot, she was still a little iffy on exactly how money worked.

Just at that moment she was sitting on her board, just a couple feet off the ground, not high enough that anyone from the ground below would be able to see her over the roof's edge, but enough that anyone on the roof would be able to tell she was hovering. She had a folding Bowie knife in one hand, resting relaxed against her knee, the other arm held up and away so that the blood trailing down her arm and dripping off her elbow would only hit the tar of the roof and not her clothes. She was murmuring to herself, something with the cadence of a prayer, almost silent in the warm, still night.



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[info]blondie_bear
2010-01-31 04:31 pm UTC (link)
Spike had put off leaving for another day or two. He was being quiet about it, sure enough, but the fact of the matter was that he was afraid to leave. What if he took off and something attacked the apartments? What was he going to do with himself if something happened to say, Buffy and her friends, while he was off stealing cars and having a good time of it? Had it been anyone else in charge of these apartments, Spike would have shrugged and took off no questions asked. But he was hesitating now. Not just because of Buffy; even the kid, Andrew, was beginning to hit home with him. People that he knew. That he'd fought side by side with back in Sunnydale - what would happen to them if he took off and never looked back? Mind you, he only meant to leave for a bit, but Spike did worry. They were human. Tough, capable humans...but they weren't immortal. They would break eventually and Spike would forever hate himself if they did so when he wasn't around to protect them all.

Still, he put on that mask. Pretended that he was all wit and care-free. Why would he hesitate to leave? He was just another vampire.

Spike had been packing away what little he had to his name - a few t-shirts, jeans, some weaponry - when something sharp hit the air. His shoulders stiffened and his nostrils flared. Head turning, Spike stared at the door to his apartment intensely. Someone was bleeding. He might have been one of the good guys now, but one didn't go over a hundred years feeding off humans and then just lose the craving for their blood entirely. Spike had been living well off animal blood for a long while, but that scent...it always drew him in. Sniffing, Spike shrugged, shook his head, and turned back to face the items thrown across his bed. He tried to concentrate. Blood was blood. He'd been around it before. Fought alongside people who were bleeding to death, he'd wandered by people with minor injuries all the time. Yet, even so, Spike was having a hard time ignoring it tonight. He needed to drink something before he went. Something...not human.

All the same, Spike found himself wandering upward. If anything, he was going to tell whoever was bleeding it out to bloody well wrap themselves up so that he could get out of the building sanely. Boots hitting the rooftop (what an odd place for someone to be hanging out about), Spike stared through the dark easily and focused on the lone figure at the opposite end of the roof. It was a female and upon spotting her the scent of the blood grew stronger. Yet it wasn't the blood that grabbed his attention at the most - it was the fact that she was floating. Surely, it wasn't the first time that someone like Spike had seen something like that. Yet it was a surprise. Especially since he was fairly certain that there were only a few people here and there who were actually capable of floating like that at all.

From his experience, blood didn't need to be shed in order to do so either. No, that was more of a ritual related thing, was it not? Suspicious indeed.

"What are you doing?"

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-01-31 05:36 pm UTC (link)
Shay had heard him coming, her senses were sharp at the best of times and right now, with the adrenaline and endorphins high they were almost painfully so. She'd heard him coming and was determined to ignore him, but then he had to go and actually talk to her.

"Staying icy." Was the terse, even sharp reply, "Nothing you have to worry about." There were two lines across her forearm, the first of which was already starting to close sluggishly. She opened a third with a quick, easy swipe of the knife in her hand, returning to her almost perfectly still resting position as she watched the fresh line of blood well up and trail along the same tracks the rest of it had already made.

If he got close enough he'd probably notice that she wasn't floating under her own power, but was sitting crosslegged on her hoverboard, looking like a metal surfboard with an array of sensor lights across the nose.

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-01-31 05:50 pm UTC (link)
Nothing he had to worry about. "Right, then I'll just carry on my merry way and forget I ever saw any of this. Sound like a plan?" Too bad that wasn't in Spike's nature. He didn't just walk away when people were acting like morons. No, typically he stood about, pointed, and laughed. Blood was being shed here, however, which he found complicated the situation rather extremely. "You should probably stop that..." Spike started, keeping an easy distance. He could spot the blood from a mile away. Red, dripping in the dark. Drawing in an unsteady breath, Spike forced his eyes away and clenched his fists at his sides.

"Stop...floating. Or whatever the fuck it is that you're doing. Get over here, wrap that up, and tell me why in the hell you're trying to -" Spike forced his gaze back on her. She wasn't floating, was she? No, she was on top of something. Was that making her float or was it all part of the satanic looking ritual she was performing? "Don't make me come over there."

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-01-31 06:05 pm UTC (link)
She'd been about to answer 'maybe you should' when he kept talking. She sighed, jaw tightening for a moment in aggravation, "You're not my minder!" She snapped, using the tone of teenagers everywhere that positively bristled with 'you can't tell me what to do, you're not my real mom.'

She shifted her weight easily, bringing the hoverboard around in a slow spin so she could face him, but not moving any closer, "You don't know me, why do you care?" She looked half-wild in the reflected city light, her hair windblown, her pupils wide like a hunting cat, taking in all the available light. Her eyes narrowed a moment when she actually saw him, "You're the one who was leaving, aren't you?"

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-01-31 06:30 pm UTC (link)
Not her minder? Didn't she mean that he was not her mother? Spike glared at her, arms folding over his chest. His long, leather jacket barely brushed against the ground behind him as he walked in a bit closer, desperate to get the girl to stop acting like a moron. What the hell did she think she was doing? And who did she think that she was talking to, exactly? "Why do I care?" He laughed, throwing his hands up at his sides at the statement. "You do know who you're talking to, don't you? You keep dripping your blood all over the place and you're going to end up having my teeth buried in your sodding neck."

As if he were trying to make a point, his eyes lowered a bit. He could smell the blood stronger than ever from where he was standing. If only he'd eaten something before this...

"I can't leave. Not until you wrap your arm up." She really did look like a crazy person.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-01-31 06:42 pm UTC (link)
"That's gross." She said, one brow arching There was only a bare moment more before she ran her hand over her injured arm, wiping it clean before holding it up so he could see, the cuts already healed, aside from the newest one, but it had already closed to little more than a cat scratch, "Better?"

Crazy was probably the best way to describe Shay right at the moment, though 'reckless' was up there too, "And no, I don't know who I'm talking to, why don't you enlighten me."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-01-31 06:56 pm UTC (link)
Well, that certainly was some quick healing, wasn't it? Spike couldn't deny being impressed. It was a lot quicker than he, as a vampire, could heal up himself. Definitely not a human trait. He examined the wounds cautiously for half a second before nodding decisively. It certainly wasn't going to do much for the desperation that had taken him over momentarily before, but he was feeling a bit better now that the wounds were closing. He could still smell the blood, though, and that did nothing for him. Rubbing at the side of his pale neck, Spike shrugged. "It'll do for now. Now are you going to tell me why you were playing suicide girl all over the roof or what?"

Enlighten her? Oh, yeah. Spike could most certainly do that. Arms stretching out wide, he flashed her a smirk and stepped across the roof casually, as if he owned the entire place himself. "Me? Oh, I'm surprised you don't know. Everyone talks about me, they do." He was exaggerating a bit. "The name is Spike."

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-01-31 07:15 pm UTC (link)
He got a blank look, and she shrugged a moment later, "I might have heard your name in passing." She said, finally, "And this," holding up the knife to indicate, "Isn't suicide. I'd go take a nap on the tracks if that's what I was after." She shook her head, "This helps me think. It makes everything..." She shook her head again, knowing he wouldn't know what it meant, "Icy."

She arched a brow at him then, having fallen still once more, "Why do you care, anyway?"

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 05:28 am UTC (link)
"Oh, no. That's right. What is it you crazy kids call it these days? Venting. Letting out the stress. Feeling. Fuck you, if you want to know what it's like to not have any feelings I'd offer to turn you right here and now on the spot. You try going soulless for a hundred years or so." Spike rolled his eyes, not feeling the slightest bit amused by the excuses that were coming out of her mouth. If this was what he was walking into, the broodfest of a cutter, then he didn't want to take any part in it. Spike had better things to do. Like...leaving.

"And what the hell is icy? Or is that just some hip, slangish word?" What was he getting himself into, exactly? Spike honestly should have just left. If only he hadn't smelled that blood..."I don't care. I'm just...here."

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 05:46 am UTC (link)
"I feel fine, I feel everything. It's not about feeling, it's about having a clear enough head to think!" She sighed, dragging a hand through her hair and shaking her head, "And that's what icy means, when everything's clear and cold and sharp like it should be."

The anger was helping with that too, the same as it always did, "And it's not about having a soul either, because they probably scoured that out along with the lesions when they made me Special." Another, firmer, headshake, "But you don't know what that means either."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 06:39 am UTC (link)
"So you don't have the ability to think clearly without cutting yourself wide open?" Spike tilted his head to the side, examining the woman rather curiously. "Say, you're not mentally retarded, are you?" There were all types here in the apartment building. Spike supposed it wouldn't be wise to rule anything out. Particularly not when there were crazy people standing before him, bellowing on about thinking and feeling and cutting themselves. Tugging at the collar of his jacket, Spike peered off across the rooftop curiously. He could have just walked away. But then Buffy probably wouldn't have appreciated him doing that, now would she? He'd get lectured. And glared at. Followed by another annoying lecture.

"They made you 'special?'" Spike arched a brow. "No, no. I'm beginning to see it quite clearly now. You really are very special." Which was quite the shame, since the bird was actually quite attractive.

Of course, it wouldn't have been the first time Spike had thought of screwing around with someone that was completely off their rocker, now would it? Ah, Drusilla.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 06:54 am UTC (link)
"Special like Special Circumstances, not special needs." She said, sighing heavily and shaking her head, "So no, I'm not, I'm from the future and we do things differently there."

The knife was already folded back up and pocketed, buckling the crash bracelets for her board back on with an easy, practiced movement, "And it's possible but it's not the same. Heart rate goes up, adrenaline goes up, everything goes clear, like the curtain's been pulled away."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 07:21 am UTC (link)
Spike would have been a bit skeptical about all that future talk if not for the fact that Xander was from his past. Back when Red went all black eyed and evil on everyone. He supposed it was a possibility, but the cutting? The strange floating? Did he even want to know?

"If by differently, you mean completely strange - then yeah. I think I can buy that." Spike didn't move. He was watching her rather curiously. What was she going to do next? Hack off a limb? Start up a rain dance? It was all very curious indeed. "Your heart rate and adrenaline go up, that usually means you're hurting real bad or getting close to death. And when you hit that point right before death?" Spike a hand through the air. "That's it. Nothing but a buzz." He frowned slightly. "Almost peaceful, really. Even during the most violent of deaths." Spike had gone out more than once. And he had been tortured more times than he could count. He knew a lot about pain, surprisingly. More about delivering it, of course, as he had been the type of creature that had once savored hunting down weak, innocent beings and ripping them apart...but that was another story. And he was far more interested in her own for the time being.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 07:34 am UTC (link)
She nodded, looking sad for a moment, "See? You do know what icy's like and you didn't even know it." She shrugged, "And I don't have the rest of my Clique here to keep me that way, so I have to do it myself, which is totally bogus, but better that than go brain-missing because I can't hear them."

She seemed calm enough, and rational, having settled crosslegged on her board again, hands resting on her knees, perfectly still aside from her breathing, her hair stirring in the occasional breeze, "You don't have to worry about me though, couple cuts like that aren't going to kill me, nanos always fix them up before too long."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 07:41 am UTC (link)
"Icy grip of death," Spike muttered, almost softly. There it was. The poet in him coming out to play again. William the Bloody. Smirking, he turned from the woman and began to walk to the edge of the roof. From there, he could see the streets below. Quiet. Even. Cars whizzing by at best, but that was the most they'd likely see in a place like this. "Why is it that you have to do it that way? Can't you think like everyone else?" It seemed a bit - and a bit was barely touching it - strange for her to nearly kill herself off just to get in a thought or two. Why not sit back and ponder the normal way like everyone else?

"So what are you, then?" It seemed very simple, didn't it? If she was human, something like that would be considered barbaric and insane. But if she was a demon or some other brand of creature, then perhaps that was all just part of who she was. And the healing..."Nano?"

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 07:46 am UTC (link)
Her brow furrowed at the question, "I'm human, same as you. Just... engineered, I guess, human plus, maybe." She shook her head, "Nanos are microscopic machines designed to repair any damage done to me, because it'd be totally un-Pretty to go around with scars and scrapes and bruises all the time."

Another head-shake, "And no, I don't want to think like everyone else, that's the problem, everyone else is brain damaged, easy to control, easy to lead."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 07:57 am UTC (link)
"So you're like a robot. With a side of human. Don't they call you people androids?" Not that Spike knew much about that. He did, however, have a bit of experience with robots. There was this one time where he had convinced Warren to make him a Buffybot. Fun thing, that was. Also very fucked up, now that he thought about it. But what was a man to do? He had been soulless at the time. Also very desperate. No one liked a desperate vampire, so he had to make do with whatever he had around. That just so happened to be an evil genius who was pretty eager to not die.

"You got any batteries you need to keep charged then? Shall we put in an order for any spare parts while you're here?" Spike wasn't an idiot. He didn't think that she was actually total robot. If so, she wouldn't have bled. And he knew real, genuine blood when he smelled it.

"Not everyone, sweetheart." Spike stretched a little, teetering slightly over the edge of the roof. If he fell, he wouldn't die. He'd fallen from higher heights, after all. This? It would just hurt. He supposed it was a good thing he didn't plan on vaulting off the edge of the roof.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 08:03 am UTC (link)
"Not a robot." She said, "Have robots, but that's not the same thing." Though now that he'd said it she was thinking it over, given all the parts that had been replaced or re-made or changed when she'd undergone the Operation, she might be at least part robot. She'd never thought of it that way before.

She tilted her head, brow creasing at his response, "Okay, then what are you? Because I know you aren't Special Circumstances. We know our own." That and while he may have been pretty, he was definitely not a Pretty.

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 08:11 am UTC (link)
"Have robots? You mean the type that don't clean carpets or carry people up from floor to floor?" Yes, because clearly vacuums and elevators qualified as robots. They did to him. Back when they were first getting popular in the sense of the modern taste that they'd taken up now, Spike had been incredibly fascinated by them. People really did create the damnedest things, did they not? It made him wonder which demons were involved with the process. Because, clearly, if Martha Stewart was a witch, the rest of the world had to be filled with all sorts influencing the way of life, didn't they? Plus, the world without shrimp. But that was of Anya's doing.

"Me? You didn't figure it out from the entire blood crisis?" Spike shook his head, crouching down so that he was perched along the edge of the roof casually. "Vampire. Sniffed you out from below. You're lucky you're not in Sunnydale." He looked out into the streets. "Place used to be crawling with vamps. They'd have ripped your throat out. Some of them would have come crawling in from miles away just to get a bite out of you." He shrugged. "You smell great."

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 08:25 am UTC (link)
She shook her head, "Didn't figure it out because we didn't have vampires back home, I don't even really know what that is." She didn't bother explaining that anything coming for her would have a fight on their hands, but she didn't figure she needed to.

"The nanos are robots, and they're in my bloodstream, so I have them." She shrugged, "But there's automated hovercams and stuff back home too, things to make life easier I guess." She rapped her knuckles against the hoverboard she was sitting on, "But besides this and the nanos, I didn't bring any with me when the seal decided I needed a history lesson."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 05:52 pm UTC (link)
"Wait, wait, wait. You don't know what a bloody vampire is? Don't they have movies? Dracula? The big bad vampire that snatches away innocent damsels and sucks away all their blood?" Fucking Dracula. He still owed him. Spike scowled at the thought; the memory of that annoying, fake accent wearing bastard made him want to punch something. He was all magic tricks and show. Pansy of a vampire if Spike ever saw one. "Books?" He shrugged a little, looking uncertain on that last remark. "TV shows, even?"

What kind of future didn't have vampire talk? Even back when he was born, over a hundred years ago, there was plenty of chat about vampires existing. They couldn't have died off, could they have? Nah. No way. Vampires were like roaches. You couldn't wipe them all out if you tried. Which was rather annoying, considering he was now on the side of the good. When he had been rooting for team evil, Spike didn't much care about humans; they were, after all, just as unerasable from the face of the map as vampires. The difference was that he saw humans as walking happy meals at the time. Now he saw vampires as pains in his ass.

"And what exactly is that?" Spike inquired, nodding to the hoverboard. "Is that how you were doing your little magic trick?"

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 06:05 pm UTC (link)
She just looked blank at his initial line of questioning, shaking her head, "We've got movies, yeah, but they're just like, normal stuff you know? Romance stories or adventure-y stuff about explorers finding places where the Crash didn't happen, and the Rusties are still living, or like, stories about natural-born pretties, or uglies-for-life." A shrug, "I mean, besides the newsfeeds and kid stuff like cartoons."

Her society had done a fantastic job of wiping out monster mythos, or, more correctly, replacing the monsters with humans. Humans were their own worst enemies before the Crash and before the Pretty Committee and the Operation, and they were always on the edge of that even still, one good push would send it all crashing down.

There was another blank look at that last question, "It's a hoverboard." There was that tone again, the tone of utter 'duuuh',

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-01 06:10 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, so you mean they're not real." Spike laughed a little bit, shaking his head. "Plenty of people believed that where I was from, too. Don't believe everything that people tell you. Might end up with a chunk of your throat missing one day if you do." All sorts of things existed in a world where people didn't believe that they did. Spike had seen plenty of kids running around the woods at night, squealing on about monsters as a sort of game. Before he killed them, of course, it was sort of amusing to watch. They were so naive. Also incredibly stupid to boot. "But, right. Yeah. Different world, different rules. I won't push at it."

Hoverboard? "And...I suppose you 'hover' on it, is that it? Looks like a waste of space if you ask me." Spike examined the object from where he was perched. Silly looking thing, it was.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-01 06:18 pm UTC (link)
"Never bored on a hoverboard." She said, smiling crookedly, gathering her feet under her to stand up on it, hands on her hips. She'd never say it looked silly, but that was because she was used to them, streamlined and slick and probably a little silly to anyone who hadn't seen one. She checked the status lights on the nose, all green. She smiled then, giving it a bounce just to test the give, not wholly sure how much metal there really was on the roof, but figuring it was enough. She leaned forward then, zipping to the far end of the roof, pivoting in what was more a 180 twist than an actual turn before returning, stopping short, "Mode of transportation, used for sports, there's even like, little pint-size ones that carry food and stuff."

She shrugged, "Works with magnets, they push off anything metal leaving the board on this invisible cushion of pure force." She shook her head, "There's a whole grid built into the ground back home, since everything works on hover. Kind of have to make do here."

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[info]blondie_bear
2010-02-02 04:02 am UTC (link)
Spike watched her move back and forth across the roof on the board; his interest peaked up a bit more than it had been before. All right, so it wasn't just a slab of boring whatever. Truth be told, he'd never seen much of anything like it. Except for in the movies and those really didn't look too much like what he was watching her zip around on now. "It was sort of theorized that the world would end up with flying cars and such in the future." Spike swung a leg over the side of the roof, settle along the edge comfortably. "I expect that's as close as it gets, eh?" They were probably getting there. Fucking scientists and their ambitious ways.

"What kind of sports are there to play on a hover whatever? You people can't kick a ball round like normal?" Maybe Spike would still be alive by the time all this crap came out in his world. So long as he didn't get himself killed. Again, anyway.

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[info]1st_cutter
2010-02-02 04:30 am UTC (link)
"Races, mostly, and like, polo, and we've got hovercars too, I mean, the only thing that's still on rails is the trains, and even those are mag-lev, magnetic levitation." She dropped down to sit on the board again, swinging her feet, toes brushing the rooftop, "Hoverboarding's mostly for littlies, most of the Pretties don't do it anymore, too busy with parties and being all couple-y and stuff. They aren't sharp enough to do it anymore is what it is."

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